Back Then: a Sanders sides fanfic

The final backstory chapter

*pov is still on Remus unless said otherwise* 

I finally lied on my bed, sucking on my deodorant shaped lollipop.  after the whole disaster, I was always near Roman. he always kept me calm. He's an amazing friend and an even better brother.  He was always keeping everyone calm, and I felt my mind falling into a simpler time, when we didn't have to worry about bills, and how we pay them. or the way people see us. I picked up my photo of the two of us Dee took. I noticed him in the corner, and then I waved him over.  "Thanks, Remus. I know how you wanted to be left alone, but I was hoping we could hang out or watch a movie. you don't have to if you don't want to." 

"Dee, of course, I wanna watch a movie with you!" 

sitting up, I put on a movie about how logan and Patton were raised in their past lives. 

~time rewind, Logan's Past and POV~

I sat and read, ignoring the screaming and fighting.  neither of them were right, but I digress. They always fight, so I escape from reality by opening a book, shutting my door, and trying not to listen to every little fight, and I used to think they were heroes but they're just like me. loving was hard, it never really worked, and I did my best not to get hurt. I always was gay, but I never knew until I asked my mother about it. she kicked me out, then Father found out and sent me to a group home with a boy named Patton. he made realize that my parents were the enemies in my life.  when I first met this boy, I felt something for the first time in years. it was warm but cold. ugly, but beautiful. the people inside of the picture of my parents changed. not the picture. this boy was so kind, and the older I got the more I felt the feeling. then one day,  I lost my consciousness and when I woke up, I didn't have a body anymore. I noticed the boy that tried to kill himself via concrete fall, I instantly felt numb again. then over time, another boy similar to the first one taught me how to feel again. It was nice. 

Patton's POV and Past: 

I woke up to the horrified screaming of my mother. "m-mommy?" I stuttered, then realized what happened. I was bound to a chair, with my arms tied down. I felt something cold on my legs and head. Looking down, it was blood. my Father stepped into the room, a gun in his hand and blood on his sleeves. "I'm sorry about that kiddo, but your mommy was a very naughty woman and cheated on daddy" 

"Daddy, can you untie me, please? and then wash up? Your hands need to be clean so I can hug you."

"of course, buddy. hang on for a little while, okay?" 

"Okay, daddy!" 

I looked at mommy, and she was bloody. it was scary, but  I didn't scream, and then daddy came and untied me! we played for a while until a police officer came to the door. daddy looked sad, and Daddy looked at me before saying his last words to me. 

"Goodbye, Patton. remember daddy will always love you, okay?" 

and with that, daddy was taken away. I was picked up by a lady, and then she told me what daddy did. 

"it's okay now, little one. Your daddy loves you, but he has to go away for a long time." 

"like a time out?" I responded,  tears rolling down my face. 

"sorta, yeah." 

"Oh. why is he?" 

"he did something very very bad. and now you have to go somewhere else, okay? you'll be with a boy named Logan, and his parents were a little like yours." 

"okay miss" 

for years, I always thought my mom was okay but chose not to talk to me because of what happened. I was 13 when I realized she was dead. For years after that, I hated my father because of what he did. Then at 14 years old, I died but then came back as a father to 3 people of the same age.  I felt love again once Logan and I got to know each other more.  One time, logan even wore a onesie like me! Virgil is another one of the people I love, but it's platonic, not romantic.  

*(A/N: next update won't be for a while, as I need to get inspiration and then the motivation to write. I'm also pretty sureI'm sick because my sinuses have been plugged for months. any suggestions?)*