POV: Remus.
After the whole situation with Virgil and Patton was handled, we all watched the greatest showman together. when we got to the song 'The Other side' I sang barnum's parts and Logan sang carlilyl's parts. after the song ended, we had a good laugh. virgil stayed close to me the whole time and I didn't mind, but he seemed scared.
"scarebear, What's wrong?"
"n-n-ner-nerv-nervo-" he struggled with the word but I managed to understand him.
"wanna watch a different movie?"
Virgil nodded so I changed it to his favorite, nightmare before christmas. I drowned out the music and got lost in my own head.
pathetic, you couldn't even protect your precious boyfriend.
shut up, me.
make me~
weakling.
"im useless...." I muttered out loud, crying a little. Virgil had sunk out to his room and so had the others. I got up to get a drink and then I noticed a bloody knife on the counter.
do it remus. they wont miss you, nobody needs you anyways.
Your wrong. Virgil needs me
tick tock Remus. he'll leave you to
...
shut up. shut up shut up shut up shut up!
the voice dissipated and I grabbed the knife, rolling up my sleeves. I saw that the words were healing, but I ignored it. I sharpened the blade and used a pencil to sketch out the tattoo I wanted. then, after disinfecting the knife, I carefully and calmly cut the lines to match. admiring my work, I cleaned up the blood and wrapped my arm in gauze, sinking out and arriving in my room. I changed into a green hoodie with blue shorts and told myself I wouldn't do that again, hiding all my knives. sitting on my bed, I sketched out some drawings. Dee popped up and we watched a quick youtube video together
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Back Then: a Sanders sides fanfic
FanfictionVirgil always seemed so... distant. one day, he and Roman were talking eventually the subject changed to backstories.
