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𝑅𝑜𝑦𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑦 𝐻𝑢𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑠𝑜𝑛
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It's been about two weeks since the argument between me and Raven but I honestly don't care since I got Carmen and Courtney to keep me company
I was at Wendy's having lunch with Carmen and Courtney and we was just vibing
"Have you talked to Raven lately Royalty?"Courtney asked me
"No the last time we talked was about two weeks ago"I told them
"Why tho?"Carmen asked
"Cause she got mad that I called her outfits irrelevant and that I called her parents scrowny " I responded
"Oh wow.But she did deserve it with her psychopath ass"Carmen said makin it us laugh
"I mean you don't need Raven since we're popular,got more style,and we're not depressed freaks"Courtney said laughing
"True but I gotta get home imma talk to y'all later"I said hugging them and getting in my car
I honestly feel bad talking bout Raven but she just changed and I didn't lie that so why not change
She barley give me attention anymore so why not find it from someone else who will
And all she do is cry and cut herself just for attention like damn get over it already
Your parents died fricken three years ago.Suck it up god damnit
When I got home I went to bed cause I was mother fucking tired
And I needed my beauty sleep hontey
-𝑁𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑟- Everyone was either sleep,eating or with friends While Raven was sleep but was having a nightmare
It was about her parents and it honestly scares her each time she gets a nightmare
She can't stop thinking about her parents and it's hurts her that she can't
Sometimes she wishes that it was her who got killed instead of her parents Cause they didn't deserve that
Raven honestly felt 𝐿𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑒𝑦 since she had nobody to go and talk to and everyone had gotten someone
She didn't like this feeling one bit and she wished she could magically break this curse
When her parents were alive she felt like the world was her life but now she don't see the point in life
Raven had a lot of family members but always wondered why her auntie Carol had to choose her why couldn't it be someone else
She needed support and someone to talk to but who can she talk to since nobody cared
All she wished for was a family again but god did not see the wish the same for her
Tommorow Raven didn't feel like going to school so she's not going to choose to go
School was stressful with bullies and some classes but she tried to keep her head up
Now that Royalty is gone how will she keep her head clear and up?
Raven honestly feels like it's her fault that Royalty don't want to be friends no more cause if she hadn't went with them then they would have still be best friends
She also feel like it's her fault that her parents died cause if she hadn't went to school then they would have been alive
She feels so disappointed in herself and the only way to fix this feeling was to get a razor blade and slice her arm
As she cut herself she feels the pain but when she thinks about it this is the less pain in her life
Raven loved this feeling and it made her feel so peaceful and happy inside even tho it hurts physically but not mentally
Hey guys so I gotten lazy asf and I am tired
Also give me ideas yall cause I want this book to be long unlike Thuggin Love
Also sorry for this short behind and boring chapter
