UNordinary oneshots

Despair, Grief. (JohnxSera)

A/N: This is sort of a continuation of the previous one-shot. So its a two-shot? IDK but this mostly focuses on Sera and her feelings.
(I've been sad lately but don't worry I'll write something happier soon :) I should say this is sort of a way to vent my feelings. )

WARNING!!!!
This story ALSO contains angst, grief and symptoms of depression. If you get easily triggered by any of these, I recommend you to not read this.

Italics is Sera's thoughts.
Bold is flashback
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"JOHN! NO!! PLEASE! STAY WITH ME!" Tears are dripping down Sera's eyes, not stopping as she clasp his hands tightly.

Sera felt someone drape a blanket over her shoulders. She looked up to see a female officer who was glancing at her worriedly.

"Miss. Are you alright?"

"Yes...b-but my friend isn't! Please help him!!" Sera choked out, sobbing.

The female officer gave her a look of sympathy, grimacing. "Don't worry. The ambulance will be arriving soon." She reassured Sera.

Sera felt a spark of hope within her. She turned to look at John, smoothing out his already messy hair. She notice a long line of red on his arm.

John...why did you do this? Why did you harm yourself? And why...

Sera pursed her lips. Closing her eyes she let tears flow.

Why did you confess to me about your feelings? Even after what terrible things I said to you...and done to you...how can you still love me?

Sera winced at the memory of her slapping John, the sound of the impact still fresh in her mind. The things she screamed at him.

Her fingers quivered as she gently touched the spot where she had slapped him, stroking his cheek. By now, the silent cries started again.

I'm so sorry.
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Sera woke up with a jolt. She took a glance at her surroundings. Right. She is at the hospital.

How many days... Sera looked at John, his eyes were closed and he had bandages wrapped around his head. She grimanced.

How many days has it been since he attempted suicide?

The heart rate moniter beeped in a steady pace. Reminding Sera of his condition.

"I'm afraid besides having some minor injuries when he attempted suicide, he most probably hit his head on a rock and got a concussion which led to a coma." The doctor looked up from his clipboard, staring at Sera to see her reaction.

Sera was fully exhausted and drained of energy. She felt like crying all over again, but she had no more tears to cry. "Thank you sir." She managed to say, nose and eyes red.

The doctor nodded slightly and left. Sera felt weak all over.

I..have to contact William.. She steadied herself against a wall and took out her phone.

"Hello? Who is this?" A deep, familiar voice asked.

"William... its Seraphina... John's friend." Sera mumbled, breath hitching.

"Oh Sera!" There was a pause. "Is there something wrong?"

"Its your son...John..."