Do Me?

*Nerves*

Okay, I woke up too early but Joong Aydin, you can do this!

I started to doubt my memories but Joss sleeping on the floor is proof that what happened last night actually happened.

He said yes on the date. We are going out on a date. 

I took my phone to send a message to Nine, I noticed that it's just 6:30 AM.

Later, 3 PM. I will pick you up.

I just lain in there with my heart thudding in my chest with my phone on top of it.

What if he backs out? What if everything was a fluke? I am starting to get extremely anxious when my phone started to vibrate.

Joong, it's 6 in the morning. Try to get some more sleep.

 I immediately sat and re-read his message. He did not confirm. Damn, should I send him another message?

I started to fidget. Why am I getting nervous? This is not the first time I asked someone out?

Maybe it is because it is Nine. He makes all the important difference. 

So should I send him a follow-up text? I know he sleeps in until late, maybe he got annoyed by my text.

I picked up my phone to send a reply when I noticed that there was a new message:

PS, see you later.

My heart almost leaped out of my chest and I started squealing in my bed. My heart, oh my heart! What should I wear? I haven't really made plans for the date but heck, anywhere with him will be great, as long as I am with him. We always had fun together before anywhere we go so why should it matter now? 

Joong, you idiot! It would matter because this will be your first date. It's make or break.

"Are you having a nightmare?"

It startled me a bit when I heard Joss' half-asleep voice asking. I was so engrossed in my own thoughts this early and I am not even a  morning person.

"Why are you up so early? My head hurts." Joss complained.

"I am just excited for my date." Joss rolled his eyes at me. I may have replied to him too enthusiastically.

"Chill dude, or if you can't chill, just keep quiet and let me sleep a bit further, okay?" Joss said before he turned and hugged a pillow.

Drinking with him last night was a blessing in disguise. I didn't expect that my sudden outburst would result to something as exciting as this. Never have I ever been this excited about dating someone. 

I smiled when I recalled what happened last night. He smiled when he agreed to the date. I feel it, I know I have a chance. 

I opened Facebook and started to look at our photos together, we always looked so close. I was browsing through our photos until I noticed something with our photos: I am always touching him, on our stolen shots, I am always seen staring at him. Why didn't I realized this sooner?

I just smiled at myself. Maybe the reason why I play around is because I have been hesitant to go after who I really want. All this time, I have been in  love with my best friend.

I started to 'heart' all our photos together, all the 'likes' I made towards his photos, I changed to a 'heart'.

I received another message notification from Nine:

I told you to sleep, you slept late last night. Stop hearting photos.

I started to wonder, why is he awake too?

Oh well, I am having an adrenaline rush. Why are you awake too?

I pressed send. A reply came right away.

I woke up early.

Who are you kidding? You never wake up early.

Liar. It's either you wake up late on the weekends or you didn't sleep at all. :)

I sent the message.

You know me so well huh? I wasn't able to sleep. T_T

I knew it.

Were you thinking about me? Because I was thinking about you since I woke up.

Okay, I need to assert myself.

Words ain't getting you anywhere Aydin. :)

Ah, so you won't flirt? Let's see Mr. Hard-To-Get.

Just admit it, you are excited about our date. Don't worry, I am too. :)

I hit on send.

Maybe. Go sleep, I am taking a quick nap too. See you later at 3.

Okay, this is progressing very nicely.

Goodnight my Nine. See you later. <3

I can't believe this, I mean this is it. I wonder if I can kiss him again later? I really want to kiss him again. Why do I have a feeling like I am a prepubescent boy whose hormones are uncontrollable?

Nine Kornchid, what have you done to me?