(Back to Alexis)
I'm not happy about ending things with Alexander and breaking the engagement but I had to, that was the 2nd time I caught him kissing another girl. It was the right thing to do in my head, but in my heart I know I will always regret it a little bit. I did love him, but I don't think he loved me as much as I loved him. I trusted him too much while he probably kept a lot of secrets from me. "You ok Alexis?" Danny asked. "Yeah, I really love him but it was the right thing to do, I couldn't let that happen again." I say. "It's ok, you did the right thing and I'll always be here to support you, cause we're bet friends and I love you." he says kissing the top of my head as I cry into his shirt. This is what I loved about Danny, he was just y friend and never tried ti be anything more, he used to like me but we gave it a shot but it didn't work, but we were still good friends. He is more of a brother to me, he will protect me no matter how big the battle he will always fight on my side. I love him like a brother, if I didn't have Danny to help me through this I would probably end up killing my self because in so confused. "Danny, can I stay here? I lived with Alexander and Joe lives in my old house and is having tons of guys over to watch a game." I say. "Of course Alexis, I would do anything for you." he says. He turns on the TV and we watch a marathon of friends. His dad is taking care of the twins because he said I need to relax and take it easy for the next few days, I'm so lucky to have them.
I wake up in the morning in the couch laying by Danny on the couch. I quickly sit up. "What's wrong Alexis?" he asks. "Nothing. Danny what should I do?" "What do you mean?" he asks. "I mean about Alexander and my whole life, was that the right decision? I don't want the kids growing up with parents that aren't even married and stents even dating. Its all gonna ruin there lives, in the worst mother ever." I cry. "Alexis, you are not a bad mother. All this stuff with Alexander will take its course, If it was meant to be then you guys will grow back together, if not then you will stay apart. And as far as the kids go, you didn't ruin there lives, they will know there dad and you and who cares if your not married? There's no rule against it." he says. "I'm just so confused right now." I say. "Come on let's take a walk, that always makes you feel better." he says grabbing my had and pulling me up. "Can we take the kids?" I ask. "Of course, I'll go get two strollers." he says running tithe garage. "Why do you have strollers?" I ask. "Let's just say my dad doesn't like to go through stuff and he rid of it." he says running the rest of the way.
We walk all around the pack with me pushing Richard and him pushing Allie. "I just don't know what to do right know. I'm eventually going to have to see him next week because I have ti drop the kids off." I say. "Just try to be friends, it's better for the kids then hating each other." he says. We walk down a path and ear something in the bushes. All of a sudden tons of paparazzi pop out snapping tons I pictures of us and asking questions. "Alexis is this your new boyfriend?" "What happened with you and Alexander?" "Is he the father of your children or is Alexander?" all of them come so fast and I try to escape without saying a word but I crack "Stop!" I scream. "I ended things with Alexander, Alexander is the father of the kids, and this is just my friend. Now please get out of our way!" I scream. They all slowly back away but I still hear clicks of the camera. We walk further along to wear all the shops are. I buy some black sunglasses because it's really sunny and I left my other ones at home. We walk down the street but he pushes both the strollers. In keeping my head down and not watching where I'm going. Right as I looks up I see some one inches away from me and I can't stop myself in time, I slam right in to them. "I'm so sorry!" I say. "It's ok." the other person says. "Wait, Natalie?" I ask. "Oh my gosh Alexis!" she says hugging me. "Where's Alexander?" she asks. "Um.... We kinda broke up, I caught him kissing another girl." I say looking down. "What?! He kissed another girl?! What is wrong with him?!" she says angrily. "I ended it, we are no longer getting married and he is going to get the twins every other week." I say. "No, I can't let this happen, I fixed it last time and I'm going to fix it again. "Natalie there nothing you can do, he cheated and that's it." I say. "Alexis I told you he would never do that, he loves you too much he talks about you whenever he is with me." she says. "That's what I used to think." I say. "In going to call him, don't say anything." she says making me sit in the passenger seat of the car while she sit in the drivers so the call is a little more private.
RING RIN RING
"Hello?" Alexander says picking up the phone.
"He Alex it's Nat, can you tell Alexis that I'm coming over, I need to talk to her." she says. "Um well she isn't here." he says like its hurts him to say it.
"Well when is she coming back?" she asks. "Never, she ended it. She took the ring off and threw it at me." he says. "Why?" she asks. "Because the fan that won the contest kissed me and when I pushed her off she just tackled me to the ground and started kissing me again, she had my arms pinned down so I couldn't move, Alexis walked up and saw us, I tried to explain but she wouldn't listen. She took the limo and left. I love her so much Natalie, I already miss her. I almost killed myself that night because I was so depressed, I can't live knowing that I hurt her." he says. "I will get her back for you bro." she says. "Don't force her to, if she doesn't want then she doesn't want to. If not bring with me makes her happy then that's what will happen." he say. "K Alex, love you bye!" she says and hangs up. "Why are you crying?" Natalie asks. "He is so sweet, I understand now and I want to go back him, but I don't know if I can." I tell her. "I understand, but think about it until next week, and if you love him he will take you back with his arms wide open." she says. "Thanks Nat." I say hugging her.
