🅈🄾🅄🅁🅂! (Bakugo x reader oneshot)

🌫️Six Feet Under P.1

Valentine's day..

A day specially made for two people in love or a day for someone to confess to someone else.
The day where new couples are born and some, lasting forever, some lasting for a shorter time

But you were on another page of the book

For the last two valentine's days, you tried to confess your love and appreciation to the same guy, twice.
The guy that takes place in 1-A alongside Midoriya Izuku and others

Ash blonde, spiky hair, candy red narrowed eyes and that annoying but also seductive smirk of his. He gets you in heaven everytime he makes eyecontact with your (e/c) eyes

Your cheeks get painted in a nice and obvious shade of pink-reddish, and your eyes automatically moves to the other side of the room

That's just a tiny bit of what attracted you to him. Just thinking about his characteristics and looks makes you go crazy for him all over again

Each year and every valentine's, the thought of confessing your 3 years long crush on him always came first on your mind, and it never went away for the rest of the day.
For your first ever valentine's with an actual crush, you decided to prepare a small envelope and secretely place it in his locker together with a box of chocolates and an All Might plushie keychain

You excused yourself from the lesson to sneakly walk up to the lockers and searched for 1-A's part of the lockers

"Aha!" you said after finding your crush' locker. You, like any other girl, shook the small but fragile little envelope out of your bra and slipped it through the locker's louvers. You looked around to be sure nobody watched or seen you, and you activated your quirk. Your eyes shot wide open and turned into a silver shadow grey color

His locker was ratteling for a few seconds before it smashed open and you deactivated your quirk. A small but still visible smile plastered its way on your face as you placed the chocolate box and tiny All Might keychain inside his locker

After easily closing back his locker, you rushed back to your classroom, not wanting that anyone gets the wrong idea of you. Thinking that you might've tried to exit the school or something else

After the last period drained itself down the sink, you quickly walked out of the school and hid behind a not-so-far tree from the schoolport and waited for your crush to open up his locker, find the envelope, open it and maybe, just maybe accepting your love for him and hoping he's reciprocating them too

After decades and decades of waiting, you decided to risk it and peeked from behind the tree, to see only Bakugo's figure

He was just standing there with his head low, reading your envelope

You gulped the saliva that formed in your mouth down your dry throat and slowly walked out of the tree's shadow with shaking legs and hands

What- what am i doing- what is my body doing?! Stop! you kept telling your body to stop from moving on its own, but all it did was rejecting your demands

When you got up to him, a few 2 meters away from his personal space, you tried talking..getting words out of your throat and out of your sealed mouth, but all you could do for the time being was closing and opening your mouth again and again

"What is this?" he asked, his voice making it harder and harder to handle cause of the seriousness and venom inside of it, it made you want to back down and never approach him ever again or just make a run for it, to sue your eyes shut with staples so the tears you'll shed won't be noticed by the world and your crush, to rip your brains and heart out of your body and flesh so that you won't make the same mistake again

You looked down to the ground and balled your fists at your sides, blood rushing to your brain, making you feel the dizziness slowly approach you, taking you and never give you back to the world

But you finally spoke

"I-i-i....thi-s is f-for-for y-you.." you hardly tried to stutter less around him, but you failed anyway

"I know it's for me or else it wouldn't be in my locker, but why the hell??" he answered, sounding calmer than he actually was

Now it was time for your lungs to malfunction and your breathing becoming ragged and out of sync. You felt tears prickle at the side of your eyes and you swore, you never felt this much pressure on your chest ever

Bakugo being Bakugo Katsuki, didn't even get the idea of what was going on or what was happening with you. Not because he was stupid, but because he never have delt with these kind of things, and of course, even if he did, he wouldn't have the right amount of time and patience to deal with this bullshit, as so he likes to call love

And that's what he didn't have now..patience, he clicked his tongue and pushed the chocolate box into your chest with too much force, making you almost fall on your back

"Such bullshit.." and he walked off...leaving you there, all alone

The pressure, soreness, numbness and pain inside your brain together with your shaking limbs decided to take control over your whole system, making you fall hard to your knees while being a sobbing mess, as if some cruel person shatered the thin glass that was keeping your heart safe, and stomped on your fragile heart until it faded into the air like ashes

That, was just the beggining of the pain you felt at that time

And so it continued for the next valentine's days...

Ok but like what is this shit???

I'm sorry i just...

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Anyhow, thank you so so soooo much for 1k guys idk how to thank you all enough!!! I don't have the right words to express hiw much this means to me.
I never ever thought I'd come to this succes, like 1K?!

You all are too much ngl

Anyways imma chop this chapter in 2 pieces cuz i have no time to end it all right now, it's a lot to write haha ^^

I'm not saying the next chapter will be p.2 of this one, i have more ideas to come!!

1100 words!

Love y'all!!!