CALUM:
Hurt myself again today. And the worst part is there's noone else to blame.
As i sat in class starring at my recent scars that i made last night i noticed my best friend Calum starring at me through the corner of my eye. I turned my head and noticed that he lipped the words " Whats wrong Y/N?" I began shaking my head holding in the tears that desperatly wanted to come out. I put my head on the desk and began to stare out the window ignoring the boring lessson waiting for the bell to ring. RIIIIINNNNGGGGG! As soon as i heard the loud annoying sound i ran out the classroom down to my locker hoping that i wouldnt run into anyone. Soon after i heard footsteps running after me.
" Y/N whats wrong you havent spoken to me all day and that barely ever happens. What happened love?"
"Cal i did something really bad and i really have noone to blame. Its all my fault and i feel so stupid for doing it."
" Y/N please dont beat yourself up for anything your not stupid and whatever you did. im sure you didnt mean to do it."
"But thats the thing Cal. I wanted to do this"
ASHTON:
Ouch i have lost myself again. Lost myself and i am nowhere to be found.
As i sat down watching the blood as it slowly dripped from my skin i heard the downstairs door open.
"Y/N im home where are you." Ashton shouted. I gave no answer and just sat on the bathroom floor staring at the tiles.
"'Y/N, baby where are you" Ashton called yet again. Yet again i gave no answer. I tried to get up but realized i had no strength in me at all. I heard footsteps comming this way and began to cry. As Ashton opened the door i saw tears brimming in his eyes.
"No no no baby! Why why are you doing this to yourself. Your too amazing of a girl."
" Ash i feel like i dont know who i am. I feel like I've lost myself. There's no ever getting the old me back."
"Baby what are you talking about. You're an amazing person no matter what. Please i love you." As he spoke thing began to look blurry. I blinked a few times and began to feel dizzy. Before i knew it, everything was black.
