redamancy//Mariano Castano

nothing could ruin it.

we walk into Mattias house. everything was decorated so nicely. surely Arya had to help, no offence Mattia. he hands us a few shots and we down them. i feel the vodka burning my throat as i nearly gag on the 3rd shot. we wait for everyone to arrive and that's when everything started to pick up the pace and it started to become more of a party. slowly the whole of the house was filled with people all dancing, talking and singing. the smell of BO and alcohol filled the air but no one cared everyone was either too drunk or was having a good time. i wanted to go dance but my shoes were killing me and i couldn't walk. then i remembered that i had brought sneakers to change into and they were in Mar's car. "i'm gunna go change my shoes" i say in Mar's ear will taking my heels off. He nods "ill wait for you here," he says pointing to the drinks table and giving me the car keys and with that i walk away and make my way out of the house and to Mar's car.

i change my shoes, locked the car, put the keys into my bag and made my way back to the house. i walk in and a few people say "hello" and others hand me a drink. i make my way over to the drinks table expecting to see Mar. but when I got there, that wasn't the case, I took my phone out and texted him asking where he was, I waited for about 5 minutes and I still got no response. I didn't think much of it, he had probably gone off with his friends and was dancing or something like that. I went over to where everyone was dancing and started dancing with them and singing along. after a while i got kinda bored as they started playing music i didn't like so I left.

i started to walk around to look for my friends because i was getting bored and sober. but before i stopped by the drinks to take a few more shots. by that time i was starting to get kind of dizzy and i just really wanted to find one of my friends. i started walking around trying to find someone, i walk over to the kitchen and Arya and my face lit up but that faded when i saw she was busy with Kairi and  i don't wanna ruin their moment so i left and went to find Loren or Mar or anyone at this point.

i was about to walk up the stairs when Macy from my sociology class walks over to me with a kind of sad look on her face. "whats wrong? are you okay?" i say leaning it and shouting. "oh yeah, but can i talk to you quickly?" we walk towards the downstairs bathroom and lock the door. at least it's not that loud in here and we don't have to shout. she opens her mouth to speak but closes it again and she looks hesitant. we aren't good friends but i would always wanna help her. "it's okay take your time" i said smiling at her and she gives me a faint smile back. damn this must be bad. "i'm sorry that i have to be the one who tells you this but.." she says putting an emphasis on the "i."she goes quiet i mention for her to carry on but by the sounds of it it seems like it's to do with me and my heart starts racing and my hands start sweating. "well i kinda saw Mar with another girl going upstairs and it seemed as if they were going into a room together or something like that" she says the last past quietly and quickly. i stand there not knowing what to do. "thank you for telling me, i gotta go" i say leaving the bathroom. i make my way towards the front door leave Mar's care keys by the front door where the other keys were.

i check the time *23:47* i wait outside to see if anyone comes out so they can drop me off home. no did. i get up and start walking home i text my mom. she must be asleep so i'll just text her and not ring her.

imessage

Aurelia
im coming home now

i start walking home, the alcohol started wearing off and the adrenaline that had kept me from breaking down had all's worn off and i started crying. i just wanted to get home so i started walking faster. it took me about 15 minutes to get home. before i opened the door i wiped my face and tried to get myself together in case my mom was awake and she started asking me questions.

i get to my front door and get the keys out of my bag, i slowly open the door trying not to make any noise so my mum wouldn't wake up. i locked the door after i got in and made my way upstairs. when i got to my room i broke down again. i started to get dressed into some leggings and a hoodie and took my makeup off, when i was done i got into bed and put my headphones in each song making me cry even more and before i knew it i was asleep.