redamancy//Mariano Castano

redamancy?

*sunday*

i wake up to check my phone. dead. i plug it in and check the clock on my bedside table. *11:30* wow i slept a lot. i had no motivation to do anything, but i forced myself to get up and go to the bathroom, i walk in and look in the mirror. my eyes all red and swollen from crying myself to sleep. i take a shower and get out and find something to wear. i open my wardrobe and all i could see is Mar's hoodies and shirts which made me feel like shit. i grab one of my hoodies and some leggings and get back into bed. i grab my phone and check my notifications

34 snapchat's
146 text messages
25 missed calls

i wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone however i felt bad if i let the girl worry and just left them clueless.

girlies👩‍👩‍👧

aurelia
left early wasn't feeling well

i didn't want to talk about it at this moment. i put do not disturb on and go on netflix and find something to watch. after five minutes i was still looking and then my phone started ringing and i see Mar's name pop up on the screen. i sighed i clicked the decline button and carried on searching for something to watch. i ended up watching Avatar. after a while i got hungry and so i decided to make my way downstairs and get some food. i look in the cupboards and i see nothing and i'm not a very good cook. i decided to go to the shop near my house to get some snacks. i put on my shoes and get some money.

i get back home and just as i get back into bed i hear the door knock, not wanting to open the door and talk to anyone i checked who it was by looking outside my window and i saw Mar. the last person i wanted to see. just as i walk away from the window my phone starts to ring and once again i see Mar's name pop up on my phone but this time i just ignore it. I waited for another 10 minutes before checking outside of my window to check if he was gone, which he was.

i woke up feeling like shit again. i check my phone and had more notifications. i got up and went to the bathroom to freshen up. and got back into bed, after half an hour or so my mom knocked on my door "aurelia qué pasa?" (aurelia what's wrong?) she says in such a calming and sweet voice as she walks in and sits on my bed, she hugs me and as she does i start crying again into her chest. she didn't ask questions she just played with my hair and rubbed my back. when i was done crying i pulled away and told her what happened. she just comforted me and said the usual things any mom would say during this situation. after a while of us talking about what happened there was a kick on the door and my mom gets up to answer "if it's mar tell him i'm not here please" i say lying back down on the bed as she nods and walks out. i hear the door open and close then i hear a pair of footsteps coming up the stairs. i sit up as the door opens and see Loren and Arya with a worried yet relived look on their faces, they both come up to me and hugged me and start asking me questions and it got to much for me so i just started crying again. they both hugged me "it's okay Aurelia, tells us when you're ready." Loren says getting up to get tissues. i get the im tissues out of her hand and blow my nose and dry my eyes. i take a deep breath and begin to tell them about what happened on friday night. their faces turned to anger "please don't be angry at Mar don't say anything to him" i say to them. we start talking about the whole situation like i did with my mom but they just seemed for angry and more upset about it.

the girls stayed with me the whole day and took my mind off the situation. they left at around 6 and i went to the shop to get more snacks since we had eaten most of the food. as i walk out of the shop a car pulls up next to and i hear a very familiar voice call out my name. i turn around and i see Mar sat in his car. i couldn't avoid him forever plus i had to confront him about it at some point. he opens the passage door mentioning for me to get it and i did. he starts to drive and it's just silence. he stops at this park and he turns to face me. "Aureila i've been calling you for the past two days and i've been worried where have you been?" he says in a worried tone and i start to feel bad for ignoring him, i get a lump in my throat and tears start to form in my eyes. "Macy saw you at the party going into a room with some girl and making out." i say as my voice cracked. Mar's face turns to confusion to sadness and then he decided to speak "you mean jasmine orlando?" i shrug and wait for him to explain. "when you left to change your shoes she came over to me and started saying how she was sorry about the last party and that she wanted to be friends. i just said whatever and carried on drinking, she stayed with me and kept giving me more and more drinks and i kept telling her no but she wouldn't listen. Samy was there and she told him to fuck off and he was also too drunk to get his head around the whole situation. she said she wanted to talk more about to last party and all i wanted to do was wait for you to come back so i could go off with you and be with you. she asked if we could go somewhere to talk about the other party and i said sure because i thought she was being serious, but i guess that was a huge mistake. in the room she started talking about how she doesn't like you at all and i started defending you and stupid shit that made no sense so i left. when i did leave she followed me and told me to wait so i did. that was another mistake i made,  she started getting closer and then she was about to kiss me and i promise i pushed her off as soon as she was getting closer. i promise i would never do something like that at all, especially to you. i love you so much." he said his voice cracking and i wiped the tears off my cheeks. i start full on crying. "take me home." i said, he was taken back and sadness took over his entire face.

he pulled up in front of my house and i got out "bye" i said to Mar as i got out the car trying my best to not cry. i get in a go straight to my room and look outside the window and see Mar still parked at the end of the driveway. i sigh and get into bed and watch youtube.

hello i edited this chapter because i have changed the story line
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