different || sope

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Darkness, was all I could see. It's all I wanted to see... honestly. I didn't want to deal with my mom, dad, brother... not even yoongi.

And I love him, but he is the one that wanted to desperately see my f**ked up family.

Of course I can't blame him for the whole thing. I didn't tell my parents much about yoongi. yoongi didn't know much about my parents. They didn't know I was gay, and that I had a loving boyfriend... that I lived with. yoongi didn't know I was adopted.

So, it was actually all my fault.

I was the one who threw yoongi into a situation he wasn't prepared for. I was the one who didn't tell my parents about him. I was the one who kept secrets from the one person that I actually loved.

But the thing is, I never understood why I didn't tell him. If I had told him, he would have never wanted to come up here in the first place. If I had just told him... I wouldn't be in this mysterious dark place, hearing noises every now and then.

It was weird being here. I heard whispers coming from everywhere and sometimes I would see sparks of light, but they would soon disappear to leave me in darkness.

I just wanted to hold yoongi in my arms, and beg him to forgive me.