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yoongi

I wonder what he was thinking, or what he was doing inside that mysterious brain of his.

I wasn't mad at him, and I hope he wasn't mad at me. I understand why he didn't want me to meet his parents, I don't want to call them this, but they are horrible. They seemed like they treated hoseok like he was nothing.

He is everything to me though, and that's all that matters in this moment.

There was a knock on the door to hoseok's hospital room, then a nurse entered. It was time for the daily routine of her checking how he was doing.

A ping came from my phone... it was jin and namjoon checking to see how hoseok was doing. I felt bad, they were so busy with their children that they didn't have any time off. They had made plans to come see hoseok earlier but they had to watch her children.

A few other friends had come by. jungkook came by with taehyung & Jimin and we sat and talked about all the exciting trips, and adventures we used to have back when we were in highschool.

Even soobin, yeonjun, beomgyu, taehyun, and kai came over... but it's not like it was a party.

All people did was ask questions...

How long has he been like this?
What happened?
He's adopted?

I didn't feel comfortable with answering them, I'd rather have hoseok answer the last one...

It had been a few days since hoseok fell, I hadn't realized until I got the text and noticed there were many other texts.

Maybe I should go home for a bit?

I had never left his side since he arrived there, and his "parents" never came to visit.

The time was three fifty-two pm. I called a taxi to the hospital and in minutes I was finally home.

It was quite.

Things had been untouched for days upon days. Some items were starting to collect dust.

I laughed at how I loved quietness, but now it was deafening.

Maybe I should pack a bag, so I could stay at the hospital for a few more days?

I grabbed a few clothes and some of hoseok's belongings, so if... no! When he wakes up, he won't be in that dirty hospital gown. I wasn't going to lose hope on him, I wasn't going to be like his "parents". I'm going to treat him better like he deserves... I just wish he had told me all about this.

Before going back to the hospital, I decided to buy hoseok gifts for when he wakes up.

Ugh, I have to get my mind off of this?

Is that a bad thing?

I called another taxi that arrived minutes later, and I was on my way to go back to hoseok.

I walked into the hospital and straight to the room I went.

I was hoping I would see hoseok's beautiful brown eyes starring at me when I walked in, but he was still lying in the bed quietly.

I sighed and sat down next to him, making sure the chair was closer than before. I closed my eyes and decided I would rest with him.

It's funny how so much could happen in hours. I found out hoseok was adopted. That his parents were assholes, and that I actually wanted to marry this man.

He is perfect... and I honestly don't think I deserve him. Even though he has secrets he is still pure and perfect to me.

I opened my eyes, and there they were.

His brown, sparkly, beautiful eyes.