I'M MARRIED TO MY EX-FAN (On Going)

CHAPTER FIVE : THINK BEFORE YOU ACT

I was surprise or more on i'm really shock when I open my eyes cause i actually kiss him. I didn't know that i already grabbed him in his collar and i suddenly kiss him without even thinking.

Kaya naman agad akong kumalas at lumayo sa kanya.

"I-i'm really sorry, i didn't mean to...

I already ran away from him before i finish my sentence. I can't face him right now lalo pa at alam kong i did something stupid na pagsisisihan ko for the rest of my life. It was just a kiss at dahil lang iyon sa bugso ng damdamin ko. I should really need to control my feelings for my own sake too.

Nagmamadali akong sumakay ng elevator wala akong pakialam kung tinitingnan ako ng mga tao sa lobby I just need to be in my room as soon as possible. The moment I get inside my unit and closed the door ay hindi ko na napigilang humagulgol.

Taehyung's Pov...

I'm so frustrated right know cause i don't know how will i make her believe that i'm serious about her and i want to start a relationship with her. Hindi ko alam na ganito pala siya kadense na hindi niya maintindihan that i love her.

Wala akong pakialam sa closure na yan I just want her to know na gusto ko siya. I'm just trying to scare her to test kung talagang wala na siyang nararamdaman sakin but the next thing i knew is she suddenly grabbed me in the collar and her lips pressing into mine.

Hindi rin agad ako nakagalaw, before I reacted to her kiss she suddenly pulled away from me saying sorry and then ran away. Sinubukan ko siyang habulin but she's fast at hindi ko na siya naabutan.

I decided to go back in my unit maybe I'll leave her alone for now. But this is the last time cause after she kiss me I realized that she still loves me at hindi nagbago iyon. I'm smiling like an idiot, but i can't help it since I know that she still loves me so i will do anything to win her back.

I just browse on my social media account to check the update. I know that i need to go back as soon as my vacation ends. I also received a text from Jin hyung, Namjoon hyung and Jhope hyung. While Suga just send me a smirking face that makes me laugh. While the two morons won't leave me alone since gusto nilang malaman kung anong nangyari. Kung kinukumusta ako ng mga hyung itong dalawa kinukulit ako kung ano na daw ang progress ng mission ko napaka tsismoso talaga kala mo di mga celebrities! Since they have the closer age to mine kaya mas close kaming tatlo pero bunso talaga namin si Kookie. Silang dalawa ang nakakaalam kung bakit pinili kong magbakasyon mag isa sa Pilipinas.

But the best thing of having a bandmates like them is we support each other anuman ang maging desisyon ng isa sa amin. It's really hard to moved around here especially in the morning dahil kahit anong disguised ang gawin ko ay siguradong makikilala pa rin ako ng mga fans. That's why i always make a moved to see Riz at night kung saan walang makakapansin sakin. I'm just lucky that this girl is not sociable as i think at madalas ay gusto niyang mag isa.

Now i'm sure that she still have feelings for me, i thought our fans just love and support us because we are talented and good looking. But i realized that Riz feelings is sincere not only as a fan but a woman who really fall in love with me.

The real problem now is how am i supposed to sleep after that kiss. I'm not a pervert but when she kiss me i feel like i want more something from her. I'm like a teenager na kinikilig dahil nahalikan siya ng crush niya. Ganito din kaya yung sayang nararamdaman ni Riz nung mga panahong hinahangaan niya pa ako? Now i think i can understand her more in future, I promised that i will pursue her kahit pa gaano kahirap.

Nang kumalma si Riz, ay inis niyang pinagbabato yung mga unan sa kama niya. I'm so stupid! I can't believe that i did that! Ano na lang ang iisipin ni Tae sakin na inlove pa rin ako sa kanya? I have to find a way para hindi magtagpo ang mga landas namin. That was so embarrassing! Maybe uuwi na muna ako sa bahay namin sa Antipolo para hindi ko siya makita. Right, uuwi muna ako then, i'll find Henry.

I just stay here for tonight, then maaga akong aalis tomorrow. In that resolution Riz fell asleep still thinking how to escape from him tomorrow.

It's 5:00 in the morning and Riz is already awake. She just took a quick shower saka nagbihis ng gym outfit niya. She just brought her gym bag kung saan may dala siyang ilang mga damit pati na rin yung mga importanteng gamit niya. Mabibilis ang hakbang niya papunta sa elevator ano bang malay niya at baka gising na rin yung buwisit niyang kapitbahay.

Akmang sasara na yung pinto ng elevator nang meron pang humabol na pumasok. And worst it's Tae na ngiting ngiti sa kanya habang papasok ito ng elevator.

Nakasandal ako sa sulok ng elevator dahil gusto kong lumayo sa kanya. I want an enough space for both of us, cause i feel so uncomfortable right now lalo pa at dalawa lang kami na nasa loob ng elevator.

The silence between us is lalo pang nakadagdag ng akwardness sa pagitan naming dalawa. But this guy is smiling like an idiot at para bang wala siyang pakialam sa nangyayari. Kaya lalo pang nadagdagan yung inis ko at kanina ko pa gustong burahin yung ngiti niya sa pagmumukha niya.

"Can you stop smiling?" hindi ko na napigilang sabihin dahil sa inis ko sa kanya

Saglit niya lang akong nilingon saka nagsalita

"Why, is it prohibited now to smile when you are so happy Riz?" he answered still plastering that annoying smile in his face.

"Nevermind, just don't talk to me." masungit kong tugon sa kanya

"You know what Riz? I really can't sleep last night because someone kiss me." he said while smirking

"And that culprit who kiss me last night is maybe right here beside me right now." dagdag pang aasar pa nito

"It was a mistake! I didn't mean it okay? So stop assuming that i still like you cause i don't!" hindi ko na napigilang sumigaw sa kanya sa sobrang inis

He tried to come to me but i stop him.

"Don't you dare come near me, or else sisigaw ako." i warned him

But he still didn't listen at patuloy pa rin siyang lumapit sa akin. Nang maliit na lang ang distansiya sa pagitan namin ay saka lang siyang muling nagsalita

"If you really don't like me anymore, then tell me while looking straight to my eyes." he whispered

Kulang na lang magtayuan lahat ng balahibo sa batok ko dahil sa ginawa ni Tae. I also felt my cheek blushing because of what he did. This is dangerous for me, so i should get away from him as long as i can. I thank God nang bumukas ang elevator agad akong kumawala sa kanya at di ko na siya muling nilingon pa.

I heard him calling my name,  pero walang akong pakialam I know to myself na nanganganib na naman ang tangang puso ko and I have to prevent it from being hurt. I realized that no matter how hard I tried it's still him that i want. Then tears just suddenly fall in my face without a warning cause I know sooner or later it will be hard not only for me but also for both of us.

A/N:

Hi guys!  Sorry if ngayon lang ako nakapag update. I just want to say thank you sa lahat ng nagbasa at nag add sa library nila ng I'm Married To My Ex-Fan. You just don't know how happy i am. I'm so emotional that i almost want to cry because of happiness. Anyways, enjoy! And have good day everyone!