I'M MARRIED TO MY EX-FAN (On Going)

CHAPTER TEN: A WEEK OF MEMORIES

I'm so excited to go on a date with him, kaya naman i want to show to him kung bagay ba yung dress na isusuot ko since i know that he's really good when it comes to fashion.

He left his door open kaya dahan dahan akong sumilip and i saw him having a video call with RM oppa their one and only leader. I can't even believe it with my own eyes but i even saw Kookie and Jiminie at the background trying to see my boyfriend clearly. The members must really love and care for each other that much. They act like a child but i know they are mature enough to decide for their own good.

Maybe i saved someone important in my past life that's why I'm so lucky that i can't contain my happiness right now. Balak ko sanang lumapit para makilala sila kahit sa video call man lang but i suddenly stopped from my step ng marinig ko ang pinag uusapan nila kaya naman mas pinili ko munang huwag lumabas at makinig sa pinag uusapan nila. They look serious and my boyfriend looks unsettled and uncomfortable by the way how it looks.

The hell of the manners for eavesdropping!! It's not like i literally came to this room just to listen to them but I'm really curious to know kung anong pinag uusapan nila. Sabi nga nila "curiousity kills the cat" And my happiness literally died in just a spun of moment when i heard RM oppa said this...

"I know you asked for a month vacation and you only stayed in there for almost a week but you have to come back to Seoul immediately."

That's the last thing i heard bago ako tuluyang lumabas at pumunta sa isang bakanteng guestroom na katabi ng kuwarto ni Tae at patuloy pang nakinig sa usapan ng mga ito. Patuloy lang ako sa pag-iyak hanggang sa matapos magusap ang mga ito. I feel my whole world crumbling but what do i expect? When i give him another chance i know it won't be easy having a relationship with him. I loved him but i don't want him to give up everything for me. That's what I'm scared about that he chose me instead of his career. At isa pa I'm not that selfish enough para hayaan siyang iwan ang mga fans niya para lang makasama ako. I was once a fan before i became his girlfriend and i know how it feels to be left behind.

Sooner or later, he will go back to Korea but i will assure to him that i won't be gone again like before, that he doesn't need to look for me again cause i will always be here waiting for him to come back in my arms.

Inayos ko ang sarili ko at pinunasan ang mga luha ko, there's no time to waste i should make this week memorable for him before he leaves. Dahan dahan akong bumalik sa room ko to continue choosing my clothes saying to myself that everything is going to be fine.

My mom almost did everything for me to have a total make over. And i admit that i love the result of it kahit pa hilong hilo ako sa dami ng pinagagawa ni Mama sa akin.

I'm wearing a campanula fairy slim patchwork dress in black and white color. Mahahalatang mong i'm not comfortable with my dress dahil kanina ko pa ito hinihila pababa dahil hindi umabot sa tuhod ang haba nito idagdag mo pang my cleavage is showing with this sexy dress na napili ni Mama.

"Riz,can you stop pulling down your dress! It's a designer dress na bigay pa ni Auntie Jessica mo from New York. Isa pa it looks good on you, so don't worry i'm sure that my son in law will like it." she said habang kinikilig pa

"Ma! Stop calling him your son in law. I don't want him to be pressured because of our relationship." i answered to my Mom

"What's wrong calling him my son in law, if i know it's your biggest dream to get married with him." panunukso pa ni Mama na inilingan ko na lang saka malalim na bumuntunghininga.

Napansin ni Mama iyon kaya agad itong lumapit sa akin.

"Is there any problem hija? For your first date you don't look really excited." nababahalang tanong ni Mama