Lost Pieces

Endless Road

They began to pack up their things for their trip and hop off to the truck parked near the factory. Leima was surprised that he didn't noticed the truck when he was walking to the building. "By the way, I'm Ram." , Ram said to Leima before he lifted his body with his hands inside the truck. "My name's Leima. I'll... erm... put this wheelchair at the back. Do you need anything before we leave?"."None", Ram replied.

As they began their trip, Leima asked Ram,"Are you going to leave for good?". Ram replied, "You see, sometimes, we need new things, new stories and memories to be created, and new friends. We'll leave our comfort zone at some point in our life. The key in doing it is by not worrying about what will happen next. You just need to hope for the best for yourself and that you'll learn new things as you set yourself into a new path. We will meet new people. Who knows if that next person you'll going to meet would be your friend or enemy. If he or she's gonna stay, who knows if it's going to be for long term or short term. But you see, you shouldn't worry about these things. If you ever make mistakes, consider it as a lesson for you. The key to a happy life is living one day at a time. You know why? If you bother about tomorrow, what happens? You'll stress yourself and make your day less productive. Rather than thinking too much about what will happen tomorrow, why not think about how to end this day and live it to it's fullest. You also may wonder why do other people leave? What have we done that made them leave? Or maybe what have we said that made them leave? Leaving is a choice. But sometimes it isn't. Some leave because they feel suffocated from how we treat them. Some leave because they feel cold towards us. And some leave because they just have to. Let's start with those people who left us hanging from a tree in the middle of nowhere. Lost, confused, wondering what happened and why. Your heart fills with regrets and anger. Your brain is drowned with questions asking why and nothing but why. You tried to loose yourself from the rope that's hanging you. You walked endlessly, searching for answers and clues about what happened and what could have happened if you avoided such circumstances where you think have caused certain scenario to happen. You walk backwards. Looking at the footprints you two have made. You search for clues and hints but you only see nothing but footprints. Only the path you two have taken. You reminisce the past. The places that holds the memories where you and him were like nothing but the stars in the sky. Wandering the skies at night and slowly fading as the day comes. You two maybe look close from a far, but in reality, you are lightyears away. Separated by the emptiness of space. Next are the people who left us for who we really are. Some of us might be too clingy and some of us tend to give more freedom that others exploit. They use us and benefit from us. They become parasites that suck up on us until we're so drained that nothing has left on us. And they leave. Not even a single reply or even a single look. And there we are, empty and lost. Not even a single rock to hold on to, and then we change. We trust no one anymore. We cling and beg for us to be loved. And then what happens? We tend to strangle them that they become hurt for who we are. Leaving us alone and empty once again. But in this time, we have something left for us to rebuild ourselves and fix what have broken. Change what caused the problems and be a better person for that new ones we'll going to meet. Last, are those people who has no choice but to leave. Those departed loved ones of us. We can't question God why because it just happens. We don't know when we're going to die. And that is why we, should live everyday as if it's our last.