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I didn't bother with tears, I was more relieved then sad. I clenched my hand into a fist and stood out and proud, I don't have time to morn a man who left me for another. I could careless now more I think about it.
He wasted my time, energy and life and now I'm free. Im not longer trying to grasp into something that would never work. It felt as if I was a bird out of a cage, flapping my wings embracing freedoms to the fullest.
I couldn't help but let a wide smile spread across my face in delight. I can be out and bout without a care in the world, hanging out with friends and finding another who really deserves my love.
The thought alone sends deliouse shivers down my spine and a giggle of glee.
I was sad, I cried for him for days on end, all curled up and drained of any emotion. As the days dragged on it all became clearer to me then the bright blue skies, he wasn't worth it. The tears stopped and the sudden waves of relief hit me like a soccer ball.
Why cry for a someone who hurt me?
I laughed the first time in weeks, finally after days thinking of the past of the both us. He never treated me like a boyfriend should. He kept secrets from me, barely hold me tight when cuddling or when in bed like he was forcing himself be near me.
I laughed harder when I realized why he arrived so late from work with his clothes a mess, his hair not as neat as its suppose to be and hidden red marks on his collar bone. It struck me of how naive and stupid I was when I believed his lies without a second thought.
I loved him, but not anymore.
I'm much more refreshed and happy with out him in my life. I just felt like me again. I forced myself to become the person that he wanted me to be and now I don't have too. I can be myself again.
I feel like me again and it's a feeling j don't ever want to go away.
I was happy, more happy watching him pack his things in boxes and loading his stuff in the trucks outside as I drank my coffee with a smile on my face.
I was no longer sad anymore, but I could tell he was with the way he carried himself. The upset look on his handsome features and the tenseness in his shoulders.
He's hurting. I laugh to myself, happiness and pure excitement swelling in the pits of my stomach as I continue watching his figure entering and exiting my home with regret.
I silently squeal as the last boxes were up and loaded and gone from my sight. He starred at me from the door way, just keeping his gaze at where I sat with contempt. I was itriated that he contiued to just stare at me like he waited for something.
What was he expecting me to do? Go flying into his arms? Crying for him not to leave and stay? Pfft, as if.
I meet the different color eyes male and gave him a look of dismay.
"Uh- Bye." I waved him off, seeing his face twist in a sad manner. His eye brows ferrow as he look at me once more, so confused of my mannerisms to the this hole situation. He opened his mouth but quickly shut it and sighed, leaving without another word.
I placed my mug down on the coffee table, and sat in thought.
He was really gone, never to come back. Never to enter my life again.
I smile so wide my cheeks hurt.
I was so full of adrenaline, i jumped out of my chair and bounced around, shouting and squealing so loud I'm sure he could hear me from outside but I didn't care. He gone and that's all the matters!
He left me a note on my desk with the only sentence."Im sorry Midoryia."
I scoff. Really? That's all he has to say? Fater everthjng thats the only thing he cpuld muster? I shook my head disappointed and chucked it into the trash.
Todoroki was never the gentalman I thought he was but a lying cheating bastard that didn't deserve to breath.
I can finallg lay back and relax knowing he's ruining someone else's life other then mine.
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