Songs:
1. May be (Yiruma)
2. Lights Up (Harry Styles)
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As you woke up, you find yourself still on the same floor where you were left. You get up in pain and check your phone, " 8pm".
" Oh Lord, my parents must be worried, I have to get home!", you thought to yourself.
As you looked towards the mirror, you got scared by your own reflection. Your body was numb and it hurt, but you looked awful. You had her hands marked on your neck and you had bruises all over your body. You sighted and started to walk back home. As you scrolled through your phone, you saw many texts from Yoongi.
#Text on#
-"Hey, where are you?"
-"Jungkook is already eating!"
-"Seriously Starla?!"
-"Okay, you know what? Be alone all you want."
-"STARLA WHERE ARE YOU???"
-"You didn't come to class, is everything alright?"
-"Why does Beatrice look like she just won the lottery?"
-"You didn't show up to work...Didn't expect this behaviour coming from you.."
-"STARLA TELL ME YOU'RE ALRIGHT!"
#Text Off#
You sighted and left him on seen. You felt scared, but you couldn't be mistreeted like that again. Your body wasn't very strong and you still felt weak from the lack of air.
As you got home, you find it empty which, for the first time in a while, made you feel relieved instead of sad.
You got upstairs and took a shower. As reality hit you, tears start to fall from your eyes. You cry in pain, alone. Not physical pain tho, that was bearable, but your inside hurt. It burned. You knew you had to leave and reject the boys friendship. That hurt like hell, it burned you alive, it consumed you and left you emotionless, numb, empty, like you were just a body without a soul. The most importante thing was deceiving Yoongi. It was going to be hard, he already knew how you felt towards him, but you had the feeling you had a slight chance of succeed.
With all these thoughts in your mind, you dried your body and put on some pjs. You lied in bed and fell asleep really fast, due to being tired because of all the crying.
The next morning, you wake up and went straight to the bathroom. All the bruises and marks looked somehow worse. You applied laywers of foundation on those areas, specially your neck and wrists. You put on a sweater, not exposing most parts of your injured body.
Somehow the boys were not waiting for you at the gate when you arrived, which led to you walking to class by yourself. They were not there too, so you just sat down in your peace and quiet. You needed to get used to it, since you had to stop being friends with them, but there was something so familiar about them, even if you only started hanging out some weeks ago.
Class started and there was no sign of them showing up, so you decided to pay attention and take notes. Suddenly, a knock was heard and you see the silver haired boy come in and sitting right behind you. As he spots you and your eyes lock, his widen in astonishment.
"Oh, no", you think to yourself.
You see a paper land on your desk. You unwrap it and read:
"Where were you yesterday?!". You don't reply and, as the bell rings, you run out of class trying to escape from him. However, you didn't get any luck since he ran out right behind you and caught you in an empty hallway.
He pinned you against the lockers and you flinched in fear. As you opened your eyes, you met his furious gaze as he stared directly at you.
-Where were you?- he asks.
-Yoongi..I-I..
-Where.Were.You?!- he snaps. He was scary. You look down at your feet start to get nervous.
- I-I was at home.
-LIAR!- he says.
-W-What?!
-L.I.A.R-he repeats.
-I was home, Yoongi.
-Why didn't you go to work then? Why didn't you meet us for lunch?!
-I just wasn't feeling well!!Can't you just give me a break?!
He gets closer and grabs your wrist. You instantly flinch due to the bruises. He notices you are in pain and looks at you weirdly.
-Starla
-Y-Yes?
-Show me your wrists.-he commands.
-W-What?! No!
- I was not asking.- He lifted the sleeves and examined them closely. His eyes were widened.-What happened to you?- He whispers in disbelief.
-N-Nothing, I-I'm fine.
-What happened Starla?!
-Nothing!
-How do you expect me to help you if you won't tell me?!. he yells.
- I don't- You weakly reply. -You and your friends were the cause of it so please..I've had enough..Just leave me alone- You begged quietly.
Unlike what you asked, he hugged you tightly. He carassed your hair as tears started to form in your eyes. Somehow, you find some strength inside you to push him away.
-No! We can't...Just please Yoongi..Stay away, I don't want to suffer anymore..
- Starla! You can't ask me that because I'm not able to do so! I can't do that. - He lifted your chin with one hand, while holding the other one. He looked into your eyes, concerned. - Who did this to you?- he asked softly.
-B-Beatrice and her friends..- You whispered.
-That bitch!- he punched the lockers as hard as he could.
- Yoongi, I'll be fine...just leave it!
- Leave it?! I won't leave it ! So what, you're deciding to throw our friendship away? Is that how little we mean to you?
-No, of course not! You mean more than that!
- It sure doesn't seem like it.- he mumbles. -I'll take care of it.
-Yoongi, don't!
- What else did they do to you?
-W-What?
-What else, Starla?!
You were running out of air due to panic and you were still very weak due to the chocking, so you started to cough really hard. You fell on the floor and leaned your back against the lockers, trying to get some air. Yoongi looked at you and his hands went directly to the bottom of your sweater. Your eyes widen at his moves.
-Yoongi wha-
- Sh!- he said.- You're too hot, you probably need to loosen up okay?
You just looked at him without saying a word, but what slipped from his lips after, astonished you:
-Can I take it off?
(To be continued)
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