sometimes my mind wanders
into the darkness that i try to ignore.
it finds secrets that should be left secrets.
i take care to lock them away.
always.
but when my minds comes to you,
it stops.
all at once.
and it's like you know.
you know what you do to me.
yet you never stop.
curiosity killed the cat.
and me.
my mind wanders
to part of my heart that is black as coal
as burnt as ashes.
that holds memories of you.
honey, i'm scared of you.
