ughhhhhh. My life is going well other than the fact that I like someone and they like me back but nothing can FUCKING HAPPEN. I honestly don't know why this upsets me so fucking much but it does. He is cute, funny, smart, and he just has this thing about him that I can't explain and like OH MY GOD he is all I ever think about. The worst part is that I know that even if we do eventually get together it won't work out and not trying to be rude or anything to my BEST FRIEND but she tells me that it won't work out either and having other people notice what I already know and them point it out doesn't help my life much.
Anyway back to the point. I realized not too long ago that before this boy(A) transferred to my school he went to a school near my house and we saw each other around. Even before I knew him I liked him. We had never spoken before. He transferred here about halfway through the first quarter. The first time we had actually talked was last week. I had told him that I had feelings for him and he was confused and then we facetimed on Insta for about an hour and a half. While we were on call he confessed that he liked me. I have trust issues. So the next day I messaged him and asked him if he could ever see himself in a relationship with me. He answered and we had a conversation and "we" decided that it would be best if we didn't date.
On the other hand, there is this guy that I have liked for about 3 years and we used to be good friends I guess you could say. But this year we barely speak.
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I really wish a lot of my readers could relate but i am also glad that they cant.
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