I miss you. I could miss multiple people, many who have made an impact on my life, but I miss you. I don't know if you use this app/website anymore--hell, I barely use it--or even if I am still a small part of your life. I know I've made mistakes and that I don't know much. I know. I know I broke your heart...and I regret it.
I never knew true loneliness. I never knew the impact that such a feeling could have on me. I feel so utterly alone right now. Nothing seems to help me cope. It's raining...so my tears are invisible. I've read your entries on this website out of pure curiosity of seeing the damage I caused despite reading it beforehand. We've made our peace, but...I feel lost.
My chest hurts a lot, so does my mind. I know the limits I can go, and..I gotta say...I'm reaching the end. It was a long time ago since we last spoke, and it feels like an eternity since we first met.
I'm scared. I don't wanna feel this way anymore. I don't wanna be alone.
If you read this, you have my number.
(I don't use Snapchat or Instagram much anymore in terms of DMs)
