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Cheater Blanc X male reader 1/2: Pain

I am back bitches and with more stories too tell. With a new computer I can now get back into this shit fest. 

Let's get straight to the story

Blanc P.O.V.

I was crying into a pillow. It hurt my heart. My stomach was on fire and my head hurt. I hated it. It had been a whole day since things were at there worse. I hated it.

My mind thought of all the screaming, yelling and a punches. "You had no reason to do this!" I  knew he was right. I chose to do what she did. Nobody forced me. No body held a gun to my head. 

This was her fault.

If only she did not do it. If only she could take it all back. If only she could go back and tell herself not to do it.

"Blanny?" A familiar voice called out. I looked at the door to see C-sha. She ran over to me. "You alright buddy?" She asked. "Does it look like I am okay!" I yelled. "I had lost the absolute best thing that has happened to me!" I began to cry again. 

I felt a hand rub my back. "I want him back!" "I know." "I miss him so much!" "I know." "I am gonna die alone." "You won't." "How do you know!" "Because you still have your friends and family." I knew she was right. "I love him C-sha. I can't stop thinking about him. If only I had been better." "Wanna talk about it?"

I thought about it for a while then spoke. 

It all started a week ago

Me and Y/n had been going out for a good three years now. It was amazing, Any girl would wish to have what I had. Even though he was human and I a goddess we somehow made it work. Rom and Ram at first skeptical in less then a day were calling him brother.

It was all I wanted. But I had to go and fuck it all up. 

I was working on a new book and was quite tired. Y/n was gone for a while. He left for an event since he was a game developer. He was working on a new game for months and it was taking a tol on him. 

I was very lonely, board and stressed. And I had no way to relieve it. I wanted to take a risk for once I wanted something diffrant. I loved him and I loved my life despite how I act to the people around me. 

I disguised myself and went to a bar, a usual pass time for me. I drank and drank and drank. I wanted to forget about my closing deadline. I wanted to forget my loneliness. I wanted to forget I was me. 

NOW

"That an awful thing to think Blanny." C-sha said more disappointing then angry. "I know! I know! But you don't get it. I have to deal with so much work and stress. I have my work as a goddess, my role as a sister and my part as a novice-writer. When I went out to drink I was not Blanc the goddess of Lowee. I was Ten Indo a regular school girl who wants to spend her Friday nights drinking and complaining."

C-sha looked curious. "How long has this been going on?" "Ever since the Gold third indecent. I found a bar when I was trying to get back to Lowee." I was now beginning to sit up right. 

"Then what happened?" "I got hit on." 

Flashback

I was approached by a man. He started hitting on me, I was so drunk I played along with my persona and acted confidently. "Hay babe. I was wondering if you would want to hang out." Normally I would tell him to fuck off and continue drinking. But I was not me I was Ten. 

After a bit of chatting he began to feel my thigh. It seemed like he wanted to have sex. I was planning on not letting him have any and just leave immediately. Even drunk I was not easy to sway for pleasure.  "Sorry but could get your hand off me." I stated. "Whats wrong girl don't you wanna go for a ride."