Brother Dearest

Dear hope

Days had passed by since he confessed and some of my brother apologised others kept even more of a distance. I was busy in my room on pokemon when i heard shouting yet again down stairs. This is getting fuckin old now and i cant be asked to deal with it. But im so curious i cant help but take my usual listening spot on the landing in the shadows.
Olly happened to also hear the ruckus down stairs and came out his room and i ushered him to sit with me. After his break down we bonded a lot and built a new stronger trust with eachother.

Down stairs was Alex and Xander arguing with Oscar. They all seemed to look unwell with heavy bags under all their eyes.
"You know i can apologise to her if i want to Alex" Xander said calmly to Alex
"But do you really think she'd accept either of yours" i mean he speaks the truth...
"Imma go do it now actually" me and olly looked at eachother and went into my room quickly loaded up mario kart and began a race. Thank fuck Xanders slow as shit at walking. He knocked lightly on the door.
"Come in" i replied as i paused the game

He just looked at his hands. Oh fuck its happening again i cant help myself and ughhhh. I ran to him and hugged him as he began to cry and utter sorry repeatedly. I shushed him and he asked
"Will you ever forgive me"
"How could i say no to weepy(sp?) little old Xander" i mocked he smiled with glee and stole a controller off the side
"Imma beat your twos asses at this game!" We smiled as he proceeded to get 12 in every single race.

The next day i was down in the kitchen when he walked in. Alex stood their and glanced at me, shaking flash backs of the trauma of the last few weeks flashed in my mind. I began to bawl loudly. Alerting Cole who was in the living room. He entered and blocked the door way now alex would have to face his problems as when i began to cry he made a bee line to the exit. Coles eyes opened wide.

He sighed

" what did you fuckin do now Alex"
Alex stood their unable to process everything. I began to cry more and more. They began to argue once Alex came back to reality.

"Do you even really care about me" i cried out over them causing them to drop their argument instantly. They looked sad and guilty as they watched me break down. I told them how they neglected me, how they abused me for something i didnt do, how they made me feel unloved, scared,lonely,isolated,betrayed,
hurt and how they only care about what happened as its a reason to prove each other wrong.

They stared wide eyed tears pooling at the bottoms of their eyes. I dealt the final blow
"Your meant to be my brothers not someone I'm scared of" tears were now streaming down both their faces. They cried and cried until Xander came to check on the situation and got me out of there. I guess they really sorry and their is still hope for all our relationships

...accept one

Im back um hi this aint checked so sorry and big thanks for 7k

Ps ( seven is the best number)
Fight me on that