Chapter 4

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*Listen to Dank by Jay Park while reading this chapter*

I try to get through the rest of the night as normal, but all I can think of is Jongsuk. The feel of his lips on my neck still lingers with me. I regret stopping it, but I'm not sure where it would have gone. I sigh loudly as I turn off my studio's lights. He really is driving me crazy.

I walk into my apartment and sigh again. I really hope I didn't ruin anything between us. Jongsuk did seem upset when he left. I sit down at my table and lay my head down. What have I done? I stay like this for a few minutes just thinking about what happened. I finally get up and eat something before heading into my bedroom. I change and get into my bed. I turn on my alarm on my phone. I go into my contacts and find Jongsuk. I look at his number and smile slightly.

"I want you to be mine." I say out loud. I wish it could happen, but we would both me in so much trouble. I sigh really loud and let my hand drop to my bed beside me. Why can't this be easier?

I ended up falling asleep and waking up the next morning to my alarm. I get out of bed and get ready for my day. The thought of seeing Jongsuk makes me anxious.

I go out into my kitchen and make myself some breakfast. After I'm done, I sit down at my table and eat it. The whole time I'm eating I'm just waiting for a knock on my studio door. I'm just waiting for him to get here. I finish eating and look at the time. He should be here by now.

"I should have kissed him." I tell myself softly. I stand up from the table and walk through my apartment and into my studio.

When I walk into my studio I look at the door. I bet he's mad at me. I look away from the door and go over to my desk. I turn on my computer and go to the pictures I've taken. Why is he so perfect? I scroll through the pictures and realize how much I miss him right now. Jongsuk has totally become my every thought.

I pick up my phone and find his number in it. I stare at it for a few minutes. He's still not here. I push the call button and put my phone to my ear. It starts ringing and my heart picks up speed. The ringing stops after three.

"Hello?" Jongsuk's voice answers.

"Jongsuk?" I ask him even though I know it's him. 

"I'm guessing this is Tabby." He says and chuckles.

"You would be correct," I say and pause. "Where are you?" I ask him.

"I guess I should have told you, I'm filming today." He tells me.

"Oh, I thought we were taking pictures every day." I reply and he doesn't reply right away.

"What if you came here and took some pictures of me?" Jongsuk asks me. I instantly sit up and start to smile.

"I would love that." I reply. He chuckles again.

"Plus I would like to see you." He says softly. I bite my lip.

"I want to see you too." I say.

"I'll send you the address, so you better come."

"I'm coming." I smile as I reply. He pauses again.

"Be careful." After he says this he hangs up. I let the hand holding my phone drop to my side. I'm still unsure if I heard him right, but I race around getting ready to leave. I race out of my studio to catch a cab. I tell the driver the address and off we go. I watch out the window as the city races by.

The trip only lasts about ten minutes before the driver stops in front of a building. I pay him before stepping onto the sidewalk. I walk inside and go over to the first person I see.

"I'm here to take pictures of Jongsuk. He asked me to be here." I tell the man. He looks at me and smiles.

"He's that way." He points down the hall. I bow my head before walking down the hall. I come to double doors and open one slowly before peeking inside. I look around and right away I spot the man I'm looking for. A smile immediately forms on my face. I walk into the room and the door closes behind me. At the sound of the door Jongsuk turns around to look. As soon as he sees me he excuses everyone around him and starts smiling as he walks up to me. He stops in front of me and I look up at him. He starts to reach his hand out, but stops.

"I'm happy to see you and sorry I didn't tell you about today." He tells me. I smile.

"I'm glad I called." I reply.

"Me too." He says softly. Jongsuk goes to touch me again, but pulls away. I can tell this is hard for him.

"Follow me and I'll show you what I'm doing." He tells me. I follow after him and see the set he's working on. He shows me around a little before he has to start again. I stand near watching him and taking pictures of him acting.

As I watch him I just get happy and feel warm inside. I bite my lip to stop from smiling so much. I've totally fallen for him. In just a short time I have completely fallen. Forget ignoring him I guess. I look at him again. I totally want him. Jongsuk happens to look at me at this moment. I need him.

Jongsuk wraps up his day and meets me at the door. He walks out into the hall with me and then turns to me. Our eyes meet and he quickly grabs my arm and pulls me into the room next to us. He looks down at me and I up at him. I don't even think twice when I reach up and cup his face in my hands. I turn his head slightly and lean up to him. I kiss his cheek and just that contact sends chills through me. I lean back down and look at him.

"See you tomorrow?" I ask. He slowly nods.

"Yes." At his reply I head to the door and before I leave I look back at him one more time. I'm ready for this.

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