Breathless

Chapter 8

*Listen to Sex On Fire by Kings Of Leon while reading this chapter*

I wake up to my phone ringing. I don't open my eyes as I reach for my phone and answer it.

"Hello?" I say still half asleep. The person at the other end chuckles.

"I'm on my way to your studio." I recognize the voice as Jonsuk's and I suddenly sit up in my bed.

"What?!"

"I want to spend more time with you and I told my manager we had a lot of stuff to do." He says. I sigh and place my other hand over my face.

"Jongsuk, I'm not even out of bed yet." I tell him. He chuckles again.

"It's okay, I'll let myself in."

"I'm going to shower." I say.

"Can I join?" He asks.

"I'm hanging up." I reply. Jongsuk laughs before replying.

"I'll see you soon." He hangs up and I get out of my bed. I go over to my closet and pick out a white sundress. I go into the bathroom and set my dress on the counter. I get into the shower and let the warm water flow over me.

I get back out and dry myself off. I put on the sundress and then brush my teeth. I open the door and step into my room. I look over at my bed and Jongsuk is sitting on it. He looks over at me and smiles. I notice him eyeing my body up and down. Our eyes meet.

"You look beautiful today." Jongsuk tells me. I smile and walk over to him. I stop in front of him and he looks up at me. He places both of his hand on my hips.

"You always look so handsome." I reply. He smiles.

"And you're beautiful every day." He says softly. I bite my lip softly and grab one of his hands.

"Are you ready to start?" I ask him. He nods slightly and I turn around. Before I can go anywhere, Jongsuk grabs my arm and pulls me back. I land on my back on top of my bed. Jongsuk looks down at me and bites his lip. My body responds by getting warm.

Jongsuk gets onto the bed with me and places his knees on other side of me. He leans down and kisses my softly. He pulls away and I put my fingers in his hair to stop him. I pull on his hair which causes him to moan. My body responds again and all I can think is that I want to feel his body all over mine. I let his hair go and he sits back up. Jongsuk's hands find my bare legs and runs them up my legs slightly.

At the feel of his hands I grab the bottom of his shirt and start tugging it up. Jongsuk smirks and helps me by lifting his shirt over his hand. He throws it onto the floor. When I see his bare chest my heart starts beating really fast. I want him so bad. This is crazy, but I think I love him. I look up at him and our eyes meet.

"Do you want this?" Jongsuk asks softly. I nod.

"Yes. I do." I tell him. He stands up and takes off his pants. He joins me on the bed again. He kisses me and slowly lifts my dress over my head. The rest of our clothes join it on the floor.

Jongsuk slowly kisses me and then I feel him enter me. The feeling of pain and pleasure mix together and I gasp softly. We start slowly and then get into a rhythm, matching each others movements.

I can feel myself about to lose control and I let out a scream of pleasure. Jongsuk joins me, but bites down on my collar bone. The feeling makes me climax again.

Our bodies finally relax and Jongsuk lays down beside me. He wraps his arm around my stomach. I turn my head to look at him and I smile softly. Jongsuk pecks my lips.

"I love you." He whispers. I search his face and only find sincerity. I turn to him and grab his face in my hands bringing his lips to my own.

"I love you too." I reply against his lips. He smiles against my lips and it makes me smile too.

We lay together for a little while before I decide we need to get into the studio. I get out of my bed and go over to my mirror. I look at myself and then look at my collar bone. Jongsuk's teeth marks are already forming bruises.

"Well now I can't wear that dress or anything that shows this." I point to his mark and look over at Jongsuk. He licks his lips.

"Mine." He replies. Okay, well that was hot. I look at it again in the mirror and smile.

"I like it." I pick out a different outfit to wear and put it on. Jongsuk puts his clothes back on and we go into my kitchen together. I make us some quick breakfast and then we head into my studio for the day.

I turn on my computer and grab my camera. I turn to Jongsuk. We are going to start where we left off yesterday. He still has all of his temporary tattoos on.

"Can you put on a tank top?" I ask Jongsuk. He responds with a nod and heads over to the rack of clothes. He pulls a striped tank top and puts it on. I start the photoshoot and have him pose different ways. In the middle of the shoot I have him go shirtless for the rest of it.

As I take pictures of him I get another idea for tomorrow. I stop taking pictures and I smile at him.

"You're going to help me bring my mattress out here tomorrow." I tell him. He raises his eyebrow.

"Oh are we going to be having fun out here?" He asks and smirks. I nod.

"Photoshoot fun and maybe the other fun too." I tease him. Jongsuk smiles and puts his shirt back on. My studio door opens and I look to see his manager walk in. I smile and go over to greet him. Jongsuk joins me.

"Actually instead of leaving can I stay here for the night? Tabby and I have a lot more to do." Jongsuk asks his manger. Mr. Kim looks at the both of us and then slowly nods.

"You can stay for the night and I will come to get you tomorrow like normal."

"Of course." Jongsuk replies. Mr. Kim leaves my studio and Jongsuk turns to me and smiles. I smile at him.

"Let's go have fun." Jongsuk says and picks me up. I laugh as he takes me into my apartment. All I can think is that this is right. This is how we're supposed to be.