Chapter 6

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*Listen to Beautiful Lady by Kim Jonghyun while reading this chapter*

Jongsuk and I spent a little over an hour doing his photo shoot. Right before he left he kissed me again. I almost had a heart attack when his manager came in about five minutes later. I'm going to have to get used to this, but it scares me so much.

I went to bed right after Jongsuk left. I curled up into my blankets and went straight to sleep.

I wake up to my alarm. It only feels like I was asleep for a few hours. I groan as I roll out of bed. As I stand up out of bed I suddenly remember that Jongsuk and I made it official yesterday. We were really doing this. A squeal comes out of me and I cover my mouth with my hand. I'm dating Jongsuk. How the hell is this actually happening?

I shake myself out of my thoughts and quickly go into my bathroom to get ready. He's going to be here soon. I take a shower in record time and get out to brush my teeth and fix my hair. I get dressed in a white flowy dress and then walk out to my small kitchen. I make myself toast and take it into my studio.

I look around as I eat my toast. I need to clean up a bit before Jongsuk gets here. I take my phone out and put it on my speakers. I finish eating my toast and start playing my Kim Jonghyun playlist. My favorite song, "Beautiful Lady," comes on and I instantly start dancing around as I clean.

I never heard my studio door open or his footsteps until his hand was on my arm and I was spinning around. I jump and freak out for a second until I realize that it's Jongsuk. As soon as he spins me around his lips are on mine. I grab one of his arms as I kiss him back.

Our kiss doesn't last long and he pulls away first. Jongsuk smirks as he looks down at me.

"You're really cute and rather hot when you dance." He tells me. I look at him and feel my face heat up.

"You saw that?" I ask him. He chuckles.

"How could I not?" I smile slightly and turn away from him.

"Do you want to get started?" I ask him.

"Wait," He stops me and I turn to look at him again. He is looking at my phone. "You like Jonghyun?" He asks. I nod and then smile.

"I do. I really looked up to him." I reply and then go to sit at my desk. As I turn my computer on, Jongsuk sits down next to me.

"Did you ever get to work with him?" He asks me. I nod slowly.

"Yeah, once. He was one of the nicest people I've worked with." I say and look over at him. Jongsuk is already looking at me with a sad smile on his face.

"Do you want to go see him?" He asks me. I really look at him this time.

"I would love that, but his ceremony was private." I say. Jongsuk takes my hand in his.

"It was, but I happen to know where it is." He tells me.

"You can do that?" I ask him. He nods.

"Let me take you. Let this be a way that I show you I'm serious about us." My heart skips a beat at what he said. I find myself nodding.

"Okay. I would love to see him." I tell him. He instantly smiles and stands up. I stand up with him and he holds my hand tighter.

"Let's go!" He says and races to the door with me in tow. I quickly grab my phone before we leave my studio. When we exit my building I let go of his hand. I really want to keep holding it, but if anybody finds out about us we will both be in deep shit.

Jongsuk leads me to a store and I follow him inside. I'm unsure why we are in here until we stop in front of the flowers. He points to them.

"Pick some out." He says. I nod and pick out some beautiful roses. We pay for them and then he is leading me back down the sidewalk. I walk beside him and have to keep fighting the urge to hold his hand. I sigh out loud. Jongsuk turns his head to look at me.

"What's wrong?" He asks me.

"You have no idea how much I want to hold your hand right now, but can't." I tell him and look his way. He starts to laugh.

"You're really cute like this." He says with a chuckle.

"Jongsuk." I say seriously. He stops laughing and smiles.

"I'm sorry. You can hold my hand or whatever else you want when we get back to your studio." He tells me softly and then winks. I start to smile.

"Can't wait." I reply and pick up my pace. I hear Jongsuk chuckle behind me as he catches up to me.

A few minutes later, he takes me inside a gated cemetery. I follow closely behind him as he walks through the graves. He stops and turns right and just a little bit later stops again. Jongsuk looks down and I lool down too. And there he is. As soon as I see Jonghyun's stone with his picture beside it I instantly get down and kneel in front of it.

I lay down the flowers and my eyes drift over to his picture. I smile softly.

"Look at him. That smile." I say softly.

"He was such a great person." Jongsuk replies. I nod my head. I start to frown slightly.

"I wish I could have done something. I met this sweet person once and I'll never forget that." I say.

"You couldn't have done anything at that time not really knowing him." He says and I nod again. He's right. I stand up. I cautiously look around me to make sure nobody is around and then I wrap my arms around Jongsuk. I feel him hug me closer to him.

"Thank you." I tell him softly. He replies by kissing the top of my head. I sigh happily and take in the feeling of him pressed against me.

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