I didn't know what to do. Should I call the police. There was no need to call the police because she killed herself. Should I call Niamh and Sarah. No I would feel very guilty since my ...dead mam told me I couldn't talk to them anymore and frankly I don't want to talk to them anymore. I will call the hospital. I just feel awful. Even though mum did hurt me I still love her.
When I called the hospital they came over straight away. They took mum and me to the hospital. They told me that she has been gone for a long time and that there was no way of helping her. Mum was dead.......
There was a small funeral for mum, not a lot of people new her. They all said sorry for my loss and that they all loved me. That wasn't true no one loved me. After the funeral I drove home in my small minivan. I'm on my own now. I have a fair amount of money now since all mum's money is now mine so I don't have to find a job for now. So I think I will just go to sleep. But I can't sleep.
So how did you guys like it so far?updates soon ☺
