I WAS THERE / JENLISA STORIES

Chapter 23

"I just did that because as soon as mino come back, everything also come back even my feelings. that time when he texted me and he told me to meet him I was doubting myself to go or not. I want to go to see if I still love mino or not, I don't want to go because I can't hurt boo because I love her. I don't know what am I gonna do, I want to tell that mino is back but when I tell that all of you will just gonna ask me who is mino but also I don't what the boo will be mad at me for not telling it to her earlier. I don't know what to do, now my best friend resent me because I used her, yes I make all of you believe that Jisoo unnie was my first love but I never have an intentions to hurt Lisa. I am telling you the truth when you see me when Mino was kissing me, I never responded" I explained to yeri as I look down and closed my eyes 

"how can you explain to me that you never responded to mino kiss when I've seen it on my own eyes?" Yeri firmly ask then I look up at her

"he bite my lips that's why maybe I've seen like responding to his kiss but I never responded" I said 

"I don't know how to believe you Unnie, but I will not going to be mad at you or maybe resent you, I am just disappointed. I will forgive you but don't expect me to help you with them, and please tell it to them already before they will know it by themselves." Yeri said as she stand up 

"wait.." then I grab her wrist "where's Lisa is?" I ask

"on my house" yeri said not looking at me and then as I let go of my hand she immediately leave 

'everything is messed up!' I thought as I put my head in the table 

LISA POV

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to say

I don't know how to react

I don't know how to be fine

Everything was messed up, I thought she fully trust me, I thought she love me but I was wrong, I was fooled. I wish that all of this is just a dream which I will wake up when everything was still fine, no mino and no sickness. world was really unfair when it's comes to me, it's like I don't deserve to be happy. 

"I just wanna die!" I shouted while I was standing here on the end of the cliff that I used to go when I need to refresh my mind, when I need to think. the place when me and daddy only known. "dad! p-please! just get me here" I said weakly as I lay down "I already tired" I said and look up "d-dad I m-missed y-you... I m-missed how to be h-happy... I missed h-how to l-laugh... I missed" then I hold my chest as I felt like my chest want to go out in prison "s-see even my h-heart.... e-even m-my heart...." then I hold it tightly as I felt that I losing breathe "th-this heart...  it wasss already di-died by n-now.... it's was al-ready impassive by now.... I want to go to y-you" then I closed my eyes still holding my chest tightly as there was a tear escaped on my eyes because of the pain I am receiving now, a multiple times of pain in just one day.

"pran" someone called me then I open up my eye and stand up then found out that the voice who's calling me was not here beside me, I look around and found out nothing "pranpriya" someone called me again then I turn around

"d-daddy?" I said shockingly like not wanting to believe what am I seeing after 11 years of not seeing him now he's here standing in front of me

"just cry it out" daddy said as he go with me and hug me tightly. I don't know how to react, how to respond. I can't move any part of my body now, it's feels like there's something inside me that want to stay beside him "daddy was very sorry if daddy can't hug you when you needed a hug, daddy was very sorry if daddy can't sing you a lullaby when you can't sleep, daddy was very sorry if daddy can't wipe your tears when you are crying, daddy was very sorry if daddy can't go to you to school, daddy was very sorry if daddy wasn't beside you when you are alone. please also forgive daddy if daddy can't say I LOVE YOU when you badly needed to hear it out, please forgive daddy if daddy can't go with you in your battle, please forgive daddy if daddy already leave you" daddy said emotionless but I felt a sincerity while he was saying all of that "daddy will promise that from now on, daddy will not gonna leave you again, daddy will gonna make it up to you but his precious daughter want him to tell her a story and want his daughter to go with him" daddy said as he pull out our hug "can my daughter accompany her daddy her and be with me because I can't see you hurting anymore and this is the only way I know to heal you and make you happy" daddy said waiting for my answer then I nodded which make him smile widely