I WAS THERE / JENLISA STORIES

Chapter 18

JENNIE POV

"Boo" Lisa called me while my head was resting in the crook of her neck

"hmmm" I respond while my eyes was still close

"are you sleepy?" 

"no" then I look up to her and she was also looking at me with that brown eyes that can make everybody fall in love with but I will not let them have my boo

"I have a question?" she ask out of nowhere

"what is it?" 

"what will you do if I am not staying here with you?"

"what do you mean? you will leave me" I said as I look at her with my teary eyes

"I will" she said which make me cry and starting to punch her arms

"you don't love me" I managed to say while still punching her and then she hold my hand and took a deep breath as she stared in my eyes

"look" she said as she wiped my tears and kiss my eyes "yes I will leave you but it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore, always remember that you are the only woman in my heart, that you are the only person that I love and want to stay here with your side forever" she said and then pull me in her side and get up

"w-where are you g-going? you're l-leaving" then I back hug her not wanting to let go even though she's trying to pull me then she let me back hug her while she's getting something in her bag and then after she got it she turn around and face me 

"I will not leave you in this situation, but I am more afraid for the outcome of this" then she sit on the bed and she tap beside her and I also sit beside her "even though I want to stay with you forever I can't" she said and then I look at her and seen her holding her chest which make me confused

"boo are you okay?" I worriedly ask as I softly hold her arm

"I am okay" then she handed me some paper

"what is this?" I confusedly ask as I stared at the paper

"read it boo" she said and then I open the paper and the first thing I saw is that a medical record of her

as I was reading I do not know what to do, I was already crumpled the paper not wanting to believe what I read, Arrhythmia? it was a heart disease if I am not wrong, I don't know why this was happening on us, we just want to be each other side until we grew up and not this early, I still want to live and have a family with my boo. 

"b-boo c-crying was b-bad in my c-condition" lisa said then I hug her tightly

I will be strong for her, we will fight for it together. 

"shhhh, I am here, I will not leave you okay" I calmly said even though inside in me was I want to shout to everybody, why lisa? why? all of the people in this world why did you choose lisa? my boo didn't deserve this "we will fight it together" I said as I stared at her eyes and then kissed her passionately 

"b-boo I need t-to d-drink my medicine" lisa said through our kiss then I pull out the kiss and then laugh at her "don't laugh at me like that" Lisa said then I got up and reach out my hand and then she accepted it and also got up "boo I know you're just trying to be strong for us and thank you for that, I love you boo" she said as we are already in front of jisoo unnie and chaeng door then I quickly kiss her

"I love you too" I said as I knock on their door, then after a minute chaeng open it while rubbing her eye, it's means she was just woke up "opsss I am sorry if we disturb your sleep, we are just here to get lisa medicine" I said as I hold lisa hand then chaeng look at me confusedly "I already know" I said then she open the door widely