Red tears- phanfiction

Someone noticed me?

Dans POV

Man, school today. all I want to do is stay in my bed an listen to my music. my music maybe sad but I like them. "mum? dad? Anyone home?" No one answered. yes! I forgot they had a trip today and they will be gone for 2 weeks. no one to yell at me. when I took the blankets off I felt a sudden itch on my arm. cuts. I hate them yet they some how make me feel better. I put on my itch relieve lotion. then I put on my Guns 'N Roses long sleeve shirt and tight black skinny jeans. I combed my hair and grabbed my bag and left. those punks at school won't leave me alone. they saw me wearing all black once and now I'm an "emo freak". I made it to school, not a punk in sight. when I reached my locker I saw someone new opening the one next to mine. " hi. I'm Phillip but call me phil. what's your name?" he said. "oh um. you notice me. no one has ever talked to me before." "Ya I notice you. but I still don't know your name." " oh. I'm I-I'm d-d-a." "Hey phil, why you talking to the freak. he's not cool like us." "bye phil." "hey! where do you think your going? its Friday you know what that means." "you can't treat someone like that. he's just different." " you got lucky today Dan." The punks walked away. I felt tears coming. "so your name is Dan." "oh *sniffles*[wipes tears of face] ya my name is Daniel Howell, but you can call me Dan." did someone actually talk to me. " can you show me to my classes." "ya. show me your paper." he gave me his paper. I was astonished. he's in all my classes. " what is it Dan." " oh. your in all my classes." " cool let's go." Was he just being nice. no one has ever talked to me besides those jerk. "Phil. you don't have to be so nice to me." i felt the tears willing up in my eyes. I feel to my feet. my arms where in pain. "dan, what do you mean?" "I-I got t-t-to go." I got on my feet and ran. ran as fast as I could to the bath room. I always kept my razor in handy. I got to the sink and rolled up my sleeve. I cut until I lost a lot of my blood. my body felt weak. I heard the door open before I fell on the floor I said "Phil, noticed me. he noticed me."

Just to let some off you know I don't cut (well not now, I did cut at one point). it's just a sensitive topic so it's a little easier to write about. next part should be up in a few hours or tomorrow. oh and Cheek out all of @emmyawards02 phan fiction there better than mine. honestly. P.s all my photos are of my two fav animes, black butler and Tokyo ghoul. bye.