Lust or Love | SH

✨5✨

"You."
Lili's POV
*Sorta Smut
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"You look gorgeous," Cole gives a small grin at me.

"Thank you, you don't look half bad yourself," I smirk. "How much money do you guys think we'll make this year?"

"Maybe, just maybe, over a million," Camila smiles her eyes wandering somewhere else. "Please excuse me."

I tug at my dress looking at the band.

"Dance with me?" Cole asks eyeing my every move.

"Hmm," I rake my eyes over him. He was quite handsome in his black tailored suit."Sure why not."

He grabs my hand pulling me out onto the ball room. It was gorgeous with the crystal chandlers, soft music, and not to mention the people. Such eye candy.

Cole's hand slips on my waist while his other hand clasps mine. He twirls me around making me giggle.

"Can't keep your hands off me huh?" I mumble against his chest as he squeezed me. His hand traveled further down then it needed too, but I didn't mind.

"No I'm afraid not my dear," he gives one of his mischievous smiles.

Last year's fundraiser was a total bust, but I was starting to see why the people enjoyed such a boring event.

I slipped my hands past his neck playing with his hair.

"So, what made you change your mind?"

He moves closer whispering in my ear.

"You."

"Thank you, I'm flattered," I pull away smiling.

The dance came to an end, sadly. We sat back at our table waiting for the "grand speech" on why we should give our money to animals in need.

Anything would've made me happier then sitting down looking at my mothers fake smile.

I feel Cole's hot breath hitting the back of my neck. Goosebumps arose on my skin making me blush.

"This is quite boring, don't you agree my dear?" Cole whispers his lips not even a centimeter away from my ear.

"It is," I look around.

"Why don't we leave? Maybe hop in my car and drive off? Hmm? Doesn't that sound nice," he whispers.

"It does," I smile.

"Well, lets go. shall we?" He gives a devilish smirk.

"We shall."

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I buried my toes in the hot sand. The sun was Halfway below the water letting the sea glisten in front of us.

I turned to Cole, he was watching me the whole time.

"Here," Cole moves forward grabbing my pins that had my hair in a bun. I feel it flow down fo my shoulders. "Beautiful."

I blush looking back at the sea. Fuck it.

I crawl into Cole's lap grabbing his face. His hands snake around me pulling me tightly against him.

We don't utter a word, just the feeling of wanting to have skin to skin contact longing in our breaths.

"I - I want you," I look up titling my head at him.

He pushes his fingers through my hair. He grabs my head pulling me into a kiss. He pushes his thumb under my jaw pushing my head up. His tongue runs along my lower lip asking for permission, which I grant.

Our tongue collide as we mold into each other. I bite his lip pulling it away. His hands slide under my dress pulling it off.

He moves down to my neck planting soft kisses. I moan arching my back.

The feeling of him growing under me makes my grind against him.

"Jesus," he groans.

He unhooks my bra, the thought of having sex publicly made it even hotter.

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I wake up feeling all hot and bothered.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. It was all a dream, I groan sitting up.

3:36 a.m.

How lovely.

I was having dirty dreams of Cole.

Well fuck me.

I lay back down moving my hips trying to get the littlest bit of friction. But with no luck I drag my hand down my stomach. I stick my fingers into my panties thinking about the dirty things Cole would do to me.

Was he into dirty talk?

Would he like how my body look?

Would he stop immediately telling me it was a mistake?

I quickly find my climax panting in pure ecstasy. I close my eyes trying to sleep it off but I couldn't. Not with him on my mind.

I get up looking around, my stupid boring house, with the stupid white walls, the stupid wood floor.

I crawl out of my room walking around.

No pictures, no paintings, no decor. Such an empty house. It made me quite sad.

I felt the weight of a million chains cuffed to my feet. I hated this place, this god awful place.

Feeling the least bit better I walk to the kitchen in hope for some good ol' ice cream.

With no such luck I groan looking around for sweets. Nope, just cans of soup and crackers.

I decided to just go back to bed and try to sleep. I ended up staying up for an hour staring at the boring old ceiling.

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