Parallels

London

These past few weeks I've never had those weird dreams again and to be honestly, I kind of miss it. Those dreams are still vivid, and the happenings these past few months had made me this melancholic.

Instead of thinking about my busy life
these days, I still can't forget the fact that Kim Taehyung didn't replied on me. It's been a month and 3 days since the dating rumors speculated and it's also been a month since Taehyung and I had communicated. It kinda bothered me a little?

I've seen their airport pictures and updates. They released an album last 2 weeks the reason why they're busy promoting and flying through different Countries but I think a single " Sorry" can't kill him right?. Or just a notice that he'll never contact me.

" I think I have separation issues now?"

I hit my head lightly as realize how silly my thoughts are I rolled over my bed and check my phone if anyone message me, nOne.

"ARGH! STOP THINKING ABOUT IT JENNIE~"

I really wanted to check myself coz I think Taehyung is living somewhere in my mind. Maybe he put a parasite somewhere back when I was sleeping on his house. That weird beautiful guy. I don't blame him for avoiding me

well partly??

Who would on Earth a famous idol stroll alone in the daylight on streets of Tokyo? and unluckily
saw me, be friend on me and ended like this.

it's really not surprising, why he didn't responded to me

In this industry, being friends with opposite genders has consequences. The reason why some agency's forbids to interact with other idols except from bowing and greetings.
Some are brave enough to keep it secret. Others even commit secret relationships.

Many of the aspiring idols had gave up because of that toxic norms.

Bzzzt~~

Manager Song

9:15 pm

I'll escort you in 10:30, be ready.

Noted.

I almost forgot that I have to attend a Chanel event in London tomorrow

My solo debut album music video is already done. The only problem is the release date is unsure due to rumors about Seungri being involved in prostitution and other unlawful stuff that Sajangnim has been discussing with him. I don't want to comment about that matters, because I barely knew the man.

" Come back to Earth Jennie"

I looked on Jisoo as she lie on my bed without removing her eyes on her phone. Probably playing.

" When did you get here? * sigh* did Lisa bothered you again? "

" Just a few minutes before you purposely hit your head and no, the kid is out for X Academy rehearsal. I'm here because I miss you, and I think it's been ages since we talked this long"

I just shook my head and got up on my bed because I need to get ready as early as I can.

" Aww, getting up already?? come on Jendeuk "

She was no longer glued to her phone as she is giving me a puppy eyes that
really don't work on me.

Taking one of my plushies and threw it to her face.