It's Nothing

Chapter 8

Me and her were at school and we hold hands. We talk and we ask each other questions that I wish I didn't have to answer but I did. I start off the conversation and I don't like where it's heading but I don't want to stop talking to her.
* Are you okay? *
* Honestly..... No.... But is anyone really okay? *
* no but we will manage *
* Are you okay? *
* nope.. *
* oh *
I take a step forward and I hug her tight, tighter than before. The people around us just stare at us with pondering faces. But honestly right now I don't care, I am with her and I feel something strange in my heart. I don't say anything, she doesn't say anything, we are just there hugging.
* I love you * I whisper in her ear.
* I love you 2 *
* Its gonna get better * I say as I grab her wrist and kiss the scars.
* I hope *
* just one question.... Why? *
*....... * she just looks down
* is it me? *
She nods and begins to cry. * I'm sorry *
* why? That's love, love is pain not just happiness, love hurts. My heart is like a broken mirror, it's better to leave it broken then to hurt yourself trying to fix it *
* What if I wear cloves? * she giggles and I tilt her head up off my shoulder. I kiss her forehead and then I kiss her. When we stop kissing I mouth out the words *I Love You* she does the same.
* come on I wanna show you something * she says
* okay *
She grabs my hand from the wrist, I feel slight pain on the cuts but it's fine. We stop at a fountain.
* why here? *
* she gets a quarter out of her pocket and says under her breath * So it will get better *
* okay *
We hold hands and sit there for couple minutes, and we just look at where the quarter landed.
* You wanna go eat? *
* sure... Where? *
* well let's see were in California and we are sitting by the beach with millions of restaurants around us. If you could eat anything right now what would it be? *
* umm I could go for a hamburger *
* okay, come on I know this great place. *
I lead hers to Burger King. We order a couple burgers and I lead her to the beach. I quickly buy a towel, and we sit on the beach.
* let walk? * she asks
* sure *
we stand up and I see her feel a chill, I take my jacket it off and put it on her. I grab the towel, which is surprisingly warm, and I wrap it around her.
* thanks *
* come on * I grab her hand and we walk at the beach line.
Today was actually perfect. So we might just get through this. That's great. For her.....

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