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I love him . Just as a friend tho.right?
is it bad I wouldn't mind fucking him.
What the fuck am I thinking about. I snapped out of my thoughts .
'You okay you went stupid for a second' , uh yea I'm sorry I was just thinking , I replied
'You better not be thinking about no fuckboy .'mattia said lightly smiling . Am I wrong for thinking this about my boy Bestfriend like this?
Bro you just did it again . what's on your mind ? Mattias looked at me directly in my eyes .
'I was just thinking about uhh how we should go live !'
'YOO WE SHOULLD'
Mattias fans always shipped us ,me and mattia always tease them , subtle flirting .
y/n.62 is now live !
'Hiii guys so me and mattia haven't talked too you guys ina good grip''
Marianoccastano joined the live !
My heart started racing .
'Yo theirs no space for me too sit ' I loudly said . '
Just sit on my lap ' mattia said flirting back.
y o l o .
I sat on mattias lap . I saw the comments go wild . with hate comments and shipping comments . 'quick question should I start YouTube ?' I always wanted too make vlogs but I've always been way too shy too actually start filming myself .
User1: YESSS
User2: na i don't wanna see your face on my screen anymore .
User3:you should make vlogs !
User4: you should date mar instead .
marianoccastano: ..y/n stop playing .
'You peepin what mar just commented?' mattia whispered
Yea what does he mean by stop playing ?i whispered back
'Well find out ' mattia said while looking directly at my hand
'what does that me-' mattia cut me of by making my hand rub his member.
'fuck ' he groaned
I looked at the camera, they couldn't see . But i know they all know what's going on .
Marianoccastano: y/n. Answer my text.
mar . sent a chat.
Y/n ended live !
I was about too answer mar until
'Y/n you just finna leave me hanging?'
'Ima answer ma-FUCK HIM mattia cut me off .
'Why are you so Inlove with that asshole ?
... 'I'm not inlove with him!' I felt like crying .
'Are you really about too cry? fucking crybaby.' Mattia ran out slammed the door as he left .
I was left crying . I replied too mar
Mar . : what are you and mattia ?
Y/n: Hes my Bestfriend...:(
Mar . : sad face?
Y/n: we just got into an argument.
Mar .: what happened? You want me too come over ?
Hey babes .🤍 so I'm not really proud of my book smh I feel like it could be so much better .
