Mar .: what happened? You want me too come over ?
I half opened the message .I don't know if I want mar over right now . I don't wanna tell anyone what happened. Especially mar . He won't even care . he lost interest in even caring about me ever since his slut girlfriend.
incoming call from mar .
accept decline
he called 20 more times until I gave in . He must care if he's willing too spam .. right?
yo . im outside your house . Open tf up , Mar's said as loud as possible
I stumbled too the stairs . he was already inside by the time I got downstairs
how the ...
You okay? You seemed like you had a problem walking downstairs. Mar said with no emotions.
'Yea yea im just hurt .' I said quietly 'poor baby .he wasn't being gentle with your body he fake pouts .
'We didn't fuck . I told him I wasn't ready . And he got mad 'I bluntly said .
the fuck . I heard mar mumble
n' that's what you call your ' Bestfriend' you could do better. Mar looked down at me still no expression on his face .
And lorens your 'girl' YOU can do better . I replied
He rolled his eyes 'I know j can but fuck bitches get money you knoow.'He chuckled as if girls weren't anything too him .
He's never going love me .i thought
He noticed I didn't laugh too is jOkE . 'ay I mean sometimes it's just for the lust .' He continueddd 'Fuck that ,now I'm scared too love a boy .' I said while trying too hide my visible pain.'so what was you and mattia doing on live?' His voice suddenly came low and scary .
'whatttt whatchu mean by that? I said nervously
'I peeped you rubbing his dick don't act dumb.' mar rolled his eyes
'Why would you care . I said while giving him the same energy'You know what . I don't care . you're just an object .that everyone gets too hit with ' mar said
that shit hURT
I watched mar leave . I started to cry . Mariano just confirmed everything .
I'm just an object
nothing special .After a good hour of crying I wiped my tears off my face and did my makeup . I wanted too post sm just too prove I'm not a crybaby .im not just an object .
(Leya will b y/ns nickname . Cause I get tired of y/N2!2')
leyaaagomez : never knew he was so nasty.💋
mattiapolibio: text me. I'm sorry Bestie:(
Finnwolfhard : woah woah whoS nAsty?
daddymalcom: I miss you bbg.💔
skylaamarieee: wow😍. hmu:)
Ig.alvaro: nASSSTYYY
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Click too load more commentsI was hoping Mariano would like it but ofc he wouldn't . I'm just an object to him after all . I was about too call mattia until I started getting really tired out of nowhere . 'Ehhh I'll call him tomorrow.' I closed my eyes and almost immediately fell asleep