Later that night,

The beginning

Day 1)

My life was pretty ordinary, goes to school comes back, do the homework then sleep. Until I turned 19, my whole life becomes a mess. The month I turned 19, my parents send me to the hospital without me knowing nothing, the doctor looks at me with a concerned face. 

He told me, you're diagnosed with a brain tumour, and it is pretty serious.

Well, it's not like I'm surprised, but I've been experiencing all the symptoms already, taking pills since I was the age of 7.  My parents would be so dumb if they thought I didn't figure it out at this point. "I'm aware of that" I answered.  My parents broke down into tears, I gave them the tightest hug, I'm going to be okay. 

Actually I didn't even think I would be okay, but that is all I could say, I had to accept my future. Soon I have to be hospitalized for 2 years, I only had a day to enjoy the strolls, nice scenery that I've enjoyed since I was a little kid.

As soon as I got home, I fell asleep without thinking about what would happen tomorrow. 

On 7 AM I woke up and took a quick shower, I fitted all of my stuff into one small backpack. Walked downstairs, to have one last stroll. I put my converse on, with earphones on.

 I walked down the streets, and then down to the seaside. It was the finest view but it was so bitter, each step felt so weighted, it was pulling down my tears.  Before I even noticed, I was already crying in the end, I didn't want to accept my future. 

I wanted to live. 

I honestly don't know if I'm going to die or live, for the past 19 years  I had accomplished nothing. I sat on the bench that was underneath the tree, opened up my notebook, I looked for the page that I set my goals when I was 10.

Things to do while I'm alive:

1) finish the thickest novel

2) give my best to something

3) receive a gift

4) get a boyfriend

I was only ten, I was already in deep thoughts, but why did I even wish to get a boyfriend, I don't know if I'm going to survive this stupid tumour. I sighed, closed the notebook. I closed my eyes, got drowned into the music, couldn't help but to think about how my life's going to be pathetic. 

Before I noticed, I fell asleep for a few minutes. I felt the tap on my hand, a little forcefull. I woke up and dried my tears away. It was a boy, who had the brightest eyes, looking directly into my soul. His face was beautifully carved, his mole under his eyes, his plump lips, everything had stopped moving at that moment.

I was just shocked at his beauty, he spoke, Are you okay? with his sweetest voice. I didn't know why, but my voice didn't obey me. 

 I...I'm.. yeah... I'm alright...

He sat beside me then said,  you know...life can be hard sometimes..but I think you're beautiful when you smile.   

I was speechless, so I simply laughed out loud. He turns this way, his face was all confused. but all he said was, I knew it you're beautiful.  

When would this guy stop flirting,  My name is Y/N, yours? 

Me? I'm Hyunjin.