Day) ???
It almost felt like forever waiting for him.
August second, the day he came to visit. He held lots of souvenirs just for me, the one thing I love the most was the light novel about love. It was more like a collection of the poem.
we talked a lot more than usual. I missed him, I guess he missed me as well. But the only thing I was a concern was that he never tells me what he actually feels. He never expresses it through words.
The way he looks at me.
It's pretty much obvious, I can say that he was attracted to me. I noticed but I never said anything, I wanted to hear from him. I'm starting to notice the slight hint of what love is.
It's very addicting, his laugh, his mole under his eyes, the way he flips his hair when he's nervous. We talked for hours and hours, not getting bored, I wish the time could stop at this right moment.
The time for him to go, after a few minutes after he walked out of the room, I felt nauseated. I suddenly felt cold from my spine but burning inside. My whole meal disappeared from me, couldn't sit or sleep, really painful, really terrible.
This time, I had no choice but to call the white horror into my room, they came rushing, busy with injection and replacing the tubes.
Pitch black, couldn't see anything
again the iodoform smell.
The smell got stronger, support from the machine to breath properly. I wasn't allowed to go outside anymore, and no more guest coming into the room.
The worse scenario, Hyunjin couldn't visit, overhearing what my parents and doctor's conversation, in reality, the span I live got shortened. About 4 months, the tumor was growing at a fast pace, even if I try to live in my pace,
the tumor wouldn't let me, it keeps on rushing me, to rush everything to not to regret. It has been the week I had been sleeping without any liberty or food. Just then, I felt pathetic.
I had achieved nothing, my thickest novel is still halfway through, getting a boyfriend, I guess that's still halfway through. But in positive, I've received something and right now,
I am giving my best to live my life.
Day) ???
The day I was able to freely wander around the hospital, I directly went to the guest waiting area, rushing through the crowd to him. My feelings have overcome myself, beyond myself, I knew it myself but now
I don't think I can control it anymore. I finally reached the waiting area, I quickly scanned through the area, the figure I was looking for, wasn't there. I immediately turned around, to the way which leads to rooftop,
not allowing myself to catch the breath, my leg felt weak, my vision blurred at this moment, but I couldn't care less.
Opened the door to the rooftop, the light burned my eyes, the strong wind was hurting my skin, the figure I was looking for...
wasn't there.
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Later that night,
RomanceThe night when you are alone, realizing he was always beside you. Not noticing the way he looked at you, and the consequences. You were his first love.
