Day 2)
I was in laying on the bed with several tubes inside me, at this moment I was still aware of my surrounding. I could feel my hands, I could do maths, one thing I couldn't do was not to think of you.
Me? I'm Hyunjin.
The moment he told me his name, I got a call from my mother.
[ Hey honey, you should be home soon.]
[ oh okay, I got it mom, thanks]
I told him I gotta go. As soon as I left to stand I already missed him, I turned around to see him, he was already asleep. The view I received was really precious, I secretly took a photo of him with the scenery of sunset. I smiled into the screen,
set as the lock screen.
I came home with the reality that I had to leave this area, I picked up my backpack then left the house. My mother drove me to the hospital, the room was ready for me to move in, the second home I have to spend a long time in, it was white, and honestly, I was afraid.
What if this was the last scenery I see,
what if he was the last person I would see outside.
My mind was full with unnecessary questions, again, my vision blurred with the tears. I laid on the bed for an hour, thinking about how my life is going to turn out. Then I fell asleep right after I cried so hard.
I dreamt about meeting Hyunjin again, it felt so realistic how he smiles, how he speaks, and most importantly the way he held my hand. The warmth and how his skin felt, I didn't want to forget, I wish I could meet him again.
Later when I woke up, I decided to keep up the diary, I opened my notebook and I realized that my bookmark went missing. I kind of panicked because, on that bookmark, it contains my personal information, like phone number and the hospital location. It was for an emergency when my brain don't function well.
I gave up looking for it, I ate the bland dinner then medicine after. It was my first day sleeping in the hospital, I was a little bit scared at night. But then, looking at my lock screen calms me, it was 8 PM, I reread the diary I wrote, keeping myself warm with fancying him.
Then I realized it was already 11 PM, I decided to go sleep. Few minutes after I fell asleep, I heard my phone rings. I groaned then checked the number, it was an unknown number. At this time? who is it...
[ ..he..hello?]
[ Hey, sorry I woke you up right?]
[ Uhm yes, but may I ask who are you?]
[ you have short memory now? I just met you yesterday]
wait...I heard this voice before...
[ HYUNJIN!? ]
[ calm down, yeah, it's me]
[how do you have my number?]
[ your..bookmark]
[ oh..you had it..You can have it]
I guess I've lost it on the way home yesterday, I'm feeling a little lucky that I've lost it, and it's with him, and now I am calling with him. His soothing voice heals me in many ways, I was able to escape from my reality, it felt so magical.
[ hm, what if I don't want it?]
he's such a tease, I never knew it, but I didn't mind.
[ if you don't want it, you can trash it, it's not that important anyway.]
[ well, it has your personal information, I'm not going to trash it.....I'm going to return it to you]
[how?]
[I'm visiting you tomorrow, see you then.]

YOU ARE READING
Later that night,
عاطفيةThe night when you are alone, realizing he was always beside you. Not noticing the way he looked at you, and the consequences. You were his first love.