My last glimmer of hope { A J Hope fan fiction }

Forgiveness

J Hope's POV:

Early in the morning, I took my travel bag and made my way out of the house, making as little noise as possible so as not to wake the others, when I met Jin in the corridor. He looked half asleep with his pink pajamas still on.

"Hoseok, where are you going with that bag?", he asked me as I walked pass him.

"Canada", I said sarcastically. He laughed, but soon realized that I was not joking and his face became serious.

"Really? Why are you going there?", he asked with concern.

"Min Mi is there. I need to find her", I replied. I don't even know why I was telling him all of this.

"Look, I know we messed up...", he began.

"No, you really messed up", I interjected.

"We really messed up, but the concert is tomorrow and you can't ditch us. I mean, don't stay for us if you don't want to, but think of ARMY, you can't disappoint them. They've been worrying about you. Besides, they were there for you, for us, every time we needed them the most. You can't let them down. It seems like you are signing the death sentence of BTS", he said.

His words stirred in me a mix of emotions; he was true, I can't let ARMY down. They made me who I am.

I dropped my bag to the floor and crouched down. Jin sat down next to me.

"We are really sorry. We didn't mean to hurt you. We always have your best interest at heart", he said to be in a low voice.

I nodded in approval.

"I forgive you. I've forgiven all of you a long time ago in fact. I was just worried to lose Min Mi. I really love her, you know", I said to him.

"I guess I have to talk to everyone", I said as I get up and lend Soekjin a helping hand to get back up.

"Yeah, they'll wake up soon", he replied.

I changed into more comfortable clothes and waited for the others to wake up. I went to the kitchen and started to prepare breakfast.

"Hoseokie?", Taehyung exclaimed as he walked into the kitchen followed by Jimin and Suga.

"I have something to tell you"

"We're all ears", Yoongi said as he took a bunch of grapes from a plate.

A few minutes later, all of us were cramped in the kitchen. I turned off the stove and began:

"First of all, I'd like to apologize to all of you for saying that I no longer care about the group. I do care about us, you're my second family. I said that in a fit of rage and I didn't mean it"

"You don't need to apologize, you had every right to do so", Namjoon interrupted me.

"Ah, hyung, let me finish!", I exclaimed. Everyone laughed and I continued.

"Well, I found out that Min Mi went to Canada and I was about to go there to find her this morning when Jin saw me and convinced me to stay". They all seem shock as I utter those words.

"You were going there without telling us?", Jungkook exclaimed.

"I was really angry and determined so... yes, but thanks to Jinnie hyung, I'm going to stay for the time being. I plan to go there after the concert"

"We will all come with you and help you find her", Jimin said. I nodded at him.