This is the fifth letter I've written so far,
Each time I pick up a pencil and write these letters, my mind keeps trailing back to you,
To your letters,
To your promises,
To your claims.
You said you'll always watch over me, you said you'd me right over my shoulder, or sitting next to me, or you'd be sitting right in front of me, trying to wipe away my tears, enough though you know can't.
But are you really there Yeosang? Or have you just said that to make me that little bit happier.
Because, if you lied, then I have no will to do this anymore.
If you lied about being there, even if I can't see you, then I've completely given up. Because your letters, your promises, your claims are the only thing keeping me going right now.
So please, show me a sign that you are in fact here, that you didn't lie, that you are actually right over my shoulder, or sitting beside me, or right in front me wiping away my tears in vain.
That's all I want, because even though you aren't here, I still need you.
I hope you actually are here with me, even if you're invisible.
-San✨
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𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎➳𝚌.𝚜𝚗✧𝚔.𝚢𝚜
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