I just realised that I'm not as lonely am I thought.
I have my friends,
My family (well the family members I have left),
My waffles,
That goldfish I named at the pet store that we never got,
And you!
So I'm alone! I have people to turn to! I have other options!
But, even when I know I have other options, this one thought in stuck in my head.
"What if I just die now? Then I won't have to wait to see you and all the other people I've lost! And eventually my friends and such will ascend up and we'll all be together again! What could go wrong?"
But I know it can go wrong, in so many ways. But the thought is just there, and I don't think it wants to go.
But don't worry, I'm not dying yet. I won't let my thoughts get the best of me.
Just wait for me, just a little longer.
:)
-San✨
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Fanfiction"you drew memories in my mind that could never be erased. you painted colours in my heart i could never replace. you made my heart race like it never had before. you made me feel pain like i never felt before. you loved me so much that i just couldn...
