Loving You, Loving Me

Chapter 60c-iii

Pha and Yo

[Author's note: Ya'll have to blame Chiffon_Cake for this one. I have always thought (and still maintain in the secret recesses of my heart) that Forth and Beam are the ideal couple for a tasty flip flop. But in the special chapters Chiffon_Cake actively killed that story 😭

Then she planted the seed with Pha's question about how Yo would punish him. So even though this was not my first choice...it's going to happen. Be warned. If you have a faint heart...skip along now! 😈]

Wayo's POV

"Like making love to me the way I make love to you." P'Pha's voice was really low as he whispered in my ear and I blushed so hard that I knew my face was bright red when I looked up at P'Pha in shock.

"Really?" Was he out of his mind? Was I?

"Really!" Pha answered decisively.

P'Pha was so eager that he pulled me into the bedroom with him in spite of my protests. How was I supposed to tell him that I wasn't sure I could do this? My heart was pounding in my chest and I felt like I had just been thrown into shark infested waters but he looked like a kid on Christmas day. What was wrong with him? He had clearly been thinking about this for a long time. He couldn't just ambush me with it and expect me to perform. Right?

"P'Pha...wait...when you say you want me to make love to you..."

"I want you to be the one who takes me."

Yeah...that was what I thought he meant.

It didn't make it easier to understand what was going through his head. Was this supposed to be a punishment or an experiment? And why was I so against it? Didn't I want to know what it would be like to be the one who took him? Who was responsible for his pleasure and his safety and his desire and his everything? Of course I did. But I also understood that it came with a lot of responsibility. I was so accustomed to deferring to him that I didn't know what to do otherwise.

Fuck...were Forth and Beam or Ming and Kit doing this as well? Were they able to take turns pleasing each other? I was as curious as I was mortified. I was going to have to ask Ming. I don't think I would have the guts to ask Forth or Beam.

That was something I would have to think about later because right now I had my boyfriend looking at me with anticipation and I wanted to run right back to Thailand.

"Why would I punish you by giving you what you wanted?" I asked clearly stalling but also desperate to know what was going through P'Pha's head right now.

"Auu...I thought...you...you haven't forgiven me yet?"

Had I? I guess in a way I was still upset. But that had more to do with him not recognizing that this was a great opportunity rather than him skipping the conference specifically. How many second year students got to do something like this?

Obviously, none of that had anything to do with how we had sex but it felt wrong somehow to do this now. "I'm not really comfortable with the idea."

"You want me to take the lead?"

"Huh!!??"

I felt like I was being set up. I was now 100% sure that this was something he had been thinking about for a while and had used the idea of 'punishment' to get me to do it. Except...how was he going to take the lead?

His way of explaining what he meant was by pulling me into his arms and kissing me senseless. Really the man had a way of completely annihilating me and I was defenceless against him. I was pressing my body to his and hold on to his waist while his hand was in my hair holding my head as he plundered my mouth. Teasing and biting and sucking until we were both breathless and hungry for each other.