lucid dreams [ brandmara ]

five

Brandon's P.O.V

"So you really saw her?" Juliet said in disbelief.
I nodded my head, "Yeah." I answered in shock. " I really did."

She scoffed, "It just seems so unbelievable. Amara is someone you created in your dreams Brandon. How did you see her ?"

I groaned leaning off my bed. "Trust me, I don't know either! But I love her."

"No!" She said sternly, "you are in love with the image of Amara, that's what's in your head Brandon,  You probably looked at her the wrong way!"

"No she's not." I smiled thinking about her, "She's the exact same person she was in my dreams. She's funny, beautiful, and she has the same brown eyes I looked at."

"Wow she sounds amazing, she's literally your dream girl." She giggled

I smile quickly faded.

shit I didn't get her number.

"No Juliet, how would I ever meet her again ! That was my only chance oh gosh." My face frowned.

"If it was actually her Brandon , you'll probably run into her." She said

"Shit its 10 I gotta go Brandon." Juliet said grabbing her bag.

"Oh Juliet sorry for ditching you earlier, that was really a dick move."

"No it's okay I understand." She said smiled while shutting my door.

—

A week passed and I haven't seen Amara , nor dreamed about her. I just wanted to feel her presence beside me.

I woke up more tired than usual, stayed up late thinking about if I actually saw her or if I was hallucinating.

I yawned covering my mouth I needed some hot cocoa. I went downstairs and told my grandma I was going to the Starbucks.

I ordered hot cocoa and went to a small table and pulled out my phone.

"Erica look I found a booth." I heard a loud voice say.

I instantly knew who it was. Amara.

I put down my phone and my heart jumped out of my chest.

"Amara, fuck I'm so sorry, I forgot Ethan's mom needed me, shit I'm sorry can I make it up to you?"

"It's fine Erica." I heard her soft voice say.

Every time I hear her voice I always thought of the emoji ' 🥺' cause she was so cute.

"I'll just stay here, it's fine." She said waving bye to her friend Erica.

I saw Amara watch Erica leave her eyes traveled.

Shit, I'm right next to the door she's gonna see me.

I looked at her, and her eyes traveled towards my eyes.

She smiled and walked towards me.

"Hi Dick Sucker." She said smiling
"Hi Puthy Licker." I said back at her

"I didn't think I would see you again." She said taking a sip of her drink.

"What makes you say that?" I asked her

"Well uh I kinda came here every day to see if you were here." She said blushing.

I could feel my stomach tingle.
shit I'm falling in love with her even more.

"Can I have your number?" I asked
The smile faded of her face.

"I don't think that's a good idea." Her eyes traveled off.

"Oh." I didn't wanna ask, but at the same time I did.

Her eyes shot back up probably feeling bad for me. " it's not you! Its me I just- I don't- uh- I think I should go." She said.

She seemed really hurt. Is it something that I did?

She stood up quickly walking out the door.

I'm not letting her leave me. I have to get her back.

I got up quickly following her. Pushing the door open.

Once I caught her, I grabbed her wrist causing her to turn around.

She made eye contact with me. Looking startled.

Before I could think I smashed her plumed lips onto mine. It took her seconds to process and she kissed me back. Even though the air was cold I felt warm. This was different then our past kisses. This was real.

She pulled away staring me in the eye.

"I knew it." She said
"Knew what?" I said grabbing her hand.

"That you were real. My mom didn't believe me neither did my sisters Karla, Paige and Sophia. Neither did my friends Erica and Madi." She said , her eyes were getting glossy.

"Wait what. What do you mean?"

"I do remember everything Brandon, I do. I started taking pills, a side effect was hallucinating and I needed to make sure I wasn't dreaming in real life." Her voice cracked.

"What if this isn't real Amara? What if we are just dreaming. I- I don't wanna loose you again." I said grabbing her close to me.

"It's real Brandon . The kiss, it felt d-different. It was real." She placed a hand on my cheek knowing it was real.

"H-how is this possible? I don't understand? We both dreamt about Each other?" I said

"I don't know but I'm not complaining. I missed you so much Brandon." She said tearing at this point.

Her small body wrapped around me.

"I love you." I said .

"I love you too." she said smiling onto my sweater.