If I Fell (narry)

Little one

Harry opens his eyes and all he could see was white, white walls, white floor, and white sheets covering his sore body. He rubbed his eyes trying to have them focus on one thing, he hears a beeping sound beside him and that's when he realizes he was in the hospital. It wasn't a dream. Nightmare.

He snaps his head towards the door when he hears a small knock. He waits for the person to walk in, he frowns when he sees his mum rushing in with a worried expression.

"Baby?" She takes a hold of his hand. "How are you feeling?"

"Who called you?" Harry says confused.

"Liam," Anne smiles sadly at him, he looked broken. She hates seeing him this upset, it broke her heart. If only she could take his pain away.

"Have you seen her?" He mumbles.

"I have, she's beautiful. She looks so much like you but also like Niall." She lets out a small chuckle. "She's really little."

"I don't know if I can see her," Harry admits, hating himself for even feeling that way.

"Love, I know this is hard but she needs you. She needs her daddy—"

"She needs Niall too." He starts to tear up, this couldn't be happening. I need Niall.

"Sweetie," Anne rubs his arm. "This is hard, but you're not alone. You have all of your friends, Niall's family, your family, and you have her."

"Niall's parents are here?" Harry asks confused, how long was he out?

"No, not yet. Zayn called them though and they're looking for a flight." She hears someone walk in, she turns to see it was the doctor.

"Harry, you alright?" Doctor Rosemary asks a bit concerned when she sees how bloodshot his eyes were.

"Why do I have this?" He points to the iv in his arm.

"I wanted to make sure you were getting enough fluids, we also sedated you. I hope you're doing better." She walks over to him to check him. "You seem a lot more rested."

"How long was I asleep for?" Harry rubs his temples.

"About fourteen hours, you needed it." She pauses. "I'm going to get a nurse to remove that and I'd like to take you to go see your daughter."

Harry looks at his mum for help, he sees the sadness in her eyes and he knew she wasn't going to help him out of this. He had to go see his baby, he wanted to see her but he was scared. He was scared to hurt her.

"I brought you some clean clothes, you can have a quick shower. You'll feel a lot better." Anne says.

"I'll go find a nurse." The doctor excuses herself.

"Please," Harry shuts his eyes.

"Do you have a name?" She understood this was hard for him but she wanted to make sure Harry knew he wasn't alone and that innocent baby needed him.

Harry frowns, he didn't want to talk about names. Hell, he didn't want to talk at all. He wanted to get sedated again and forget the pain in his chest, he wanted to wake up from this absolute nightmare.

"You'll have to name her sooner or later, love." Anne sighs when he doesn't respond.

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"All her tests results came back and she's a perfectly healthy baby. She is small but I'm sure with some skin to skin and her he feedings she'll grow quick." Doctor Rosemary led Harry to the NICU where they had her. He took him where he had to get scrubbed off and also handed him a scrub to wear and a mask.