MESSENGER
December 14, 2019
Jairus Alexandria Sinclair
16:22
KEATON
After our parents died, we relied on our relatives. Mostly on my mom's side but they treat us as if we were nothing more than trash.
When my big brother, Alas, died, I received no help from them. Kahit sa pag-aasikaso ng mga documents niya such as his death certificate, wala. So I did everything. As a 17-year-old kid who knows nothing, I did everything. Sa sobrang pagod ko sa pag-aasikaso ng lahat, halos wala na akong oras para umiyak.
Ang nakaka-sama pa ng loob do'n, hindi na nila ako tinulungan sa lahat, binastos pa nila 'yong lamay ng kuya ko. Simula sa una hanggang huling lamay, wala silang ibang pinatunayan kung hindi gaano sila kagago at kaputangina.
Then there's this one time, it was one of my cousin's birthday, Kelsey. Her Mom asked me for money. It was Kelsey's debut, she said. Sila rin 'yong nag eskandalo dito sa hospital no'ng unang beses akong inoperahan.
No'ng nangailangan ako ng tulong sa pagkamatay ng kapatid ko, where the fuck were you? I asked.
E, itong anak ko buhay pa. 'Yong kapatid mo, patay na. She replied.
E, kung patayin na rin natin 'yang anak mo tapos do'n ka humingi ng panggastos sa 'kin? Baka mag bigay pa ako. I fired back.
A note for you, it's verbatim.
After that, do you know what the fuck they did? Their whole clan beat me to a pulp. Saying that my mouth will be the death of me but guess what?
Surprise fuckers, I'm still alive.
I may not be well but still alive and kicking.
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