My Weakness

Chapter 3

 

12 hours later…

I was sat by his bed reading when I felt a squeeze on my hand.

“You didn’t have to stay you know” croaked Olly

“Yes I did” I replied. “Plus it’s my fault you’re in here”

“No it isn’t. he said stroking my hand. “plus now I’ve moved here we can have another go at our relationship.”

“Wait WHAT??!! Olly no you’ve got completely the wrong idea! I stuttered.

“But you stayed with me!” He said getting more agitated

“Because I felt awful” I shouted back

“So you lead me on!” he yelled

“NO” I said. “I was just being a friend cos you were hurt!” Before he could answer I stood up and walked toward the door. “Look Olly, you’re nice but I don’t love you, and I need someone that I have more in common with.” I said before walking out. As I was leaving the hospital I felt as though I was being watched so put my head down, took my heels off (still in last night’s clothes) and walked towards the taxi rank.  

Suddenly, I felt hands round my waist and over my mouth; I kicked and tried to scream whilst being shoved into a van.

“ssssh please don’t scream it’s me Jay”  He let go of my mouth.

“JAY, you absolute Idiot!  I said punching him lightly in the stomach. “I was so scared! I nearly had a heart attack!”

“Good Job we’re near a hospital then” he joked. “oh god you’re crying! I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to actually scare you. Shit!” He just hugged me which felt so right.

“Oh no it’s not you I just had a huge fight with Olly” I sighed.

“So you broke up?”

“What? No! we’re not together! I mean we were a year ago yeh, but not for ages now… I mean.. I liked him… but then… oh god I’m a first rate cow.”  I stumbled through the tears.

Jay looked at me helplessly before he put his hands on my face and pulled it towards his own and kissed me. God it felt good, I felt his tongue battling to get into my mouth and I let it. Wow this felt so right. But god I’d only known him a few hours what the hell was I doing?!

“JAY” I said pushing him off me. “stop the car please” I asked the driver before getting out and running.

 

JAYS P.O.V

Oh crap I should not have done that. What the hell was I thinking? But the kiss was just… wow!

“AMELIA WAIT PLEASE!” I yelled after her!

I finally caught up after a few minutes.

“Please no more running!”

She turned trying to hide her laugh. “Are you that unfit?” She smirked

I rolled my eyes. “Amelia I don’t know what I was thinking! I’m so sorry”.

She smiled and my heart stopped, she was so so beautiful. Shit I couldn’t feel like this, not with the band and everything taking off in America, but I wanted her so badly.

AMELIA’S P.O.V.

I could see the cogs whirring around in his brain and I felt awful for running away. I liked this guy already so why couldn’t I just take a risk? I stepped a bit closer.

“ No Jay I’m the one that should be sorry” I said, and before he could respond I put my finger to his lips. “I just panicked back there because I already really like you and that though scared me because I hardly knew you, yet when you kissed me I felt something I’ve never felt before… OH MY GOD I sound so stupid… bet you don’t even like me… I’m such an idiot!!!!

“AMELIA!!!”

I looked at Jay who now had his hand over my mouth. I looked up and nodded.

“Shut the hell up” He said and kissed me more violently than before, pushing me up against the wall and running his fingers through my hair. When we were so out of breath we pulled away.

“I know it’s mad, but I’m crazy about you” He grinned “Now can I take you on a date that isn’t a hospital ward?” he laughed making me do the same.

“I would love that.” I smiled.

“Brilliant “he replied “Now let me take you home.”

[I know this is a short one but the next one will be much longer!]