My Weakness

Chapter 1

I got in… I actually cannot believe it. They said they loved me. No one has ever actually told me I can sing let alone I’m talented. Oh god I’m so so excited. We’re not supposed to tell anyone but jeez I’ve got to tell Jamie.

I threw open the door to find him standing with a bottle of champagne. We looked at each other and just screamed at the same time…

“I GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!”

Jamie hugged me and spun me round “Let’s go out” he said “quick go get yourself ready!! We’re going clubbing ;)”

 

Oh god I hadn’t been clubbing since I left Liverpool (amazing for clubbing) I ran upstairs to get ready.

I showered and decided to leave my hair natural as it went really curly and Jamie liked it. I put on a short navy bodycon dress with some bright blue wedge heels and some natural make up-bright lipstick though!!(A necessity). As I came downstairs. Jamie whistled

“WOW!! I swear if I wasn’t gay I would marry you right here right now” he laughed. “tell me again why you’ve never modelled for me?”

“Cos I’m not a model Jamie, not skinny enough” I laughed “right come on you I wanna find me a man!!”

As we arrived at the club we saw some others we sometimes met up with and began to dance. There were so many hot guys in here tonight! Why had I not come clubbing in London before?! I felt a set of eyes on me and turned to see this guy looking at me and grinning, suddenly I recognised him and my heart sank to my stomach. It was Olly my ex, I’d left him in Liverpool. He came over.

“Hey” he said “can we talk?”

“Sure” I replied following him out of the door. Jeez I’d forgotten how gorgeous he was. However as soon as we got outside he turned on me

“How dare you leave me like that” he spat “no explanation! Didn’t I deserve at least that? Just I’m sorry I need this! Well what about me huh? What about what I needed? I loved you. No I LOVE you!”

“Hey” I screamed “It wasn’t easy for me you know! I had such strong feelings for you, it was just all moving far too quick, you wanted it long term and soon enough we would have finish university, have had steady jobs and ended up together. I just wanted to live my dream and sorry if you weren’t part of that!” I was beginning to cry

“Screw you!”  he yelled “you were my dream”  and with that he turned and went to cross the road.

There was a horrifying squeal of tired as a car spun and rammed into him before spinning wildly into a lamppost.

“OLLY!!” I screamed running into the road. Security pulled me back before I saw 4 guys sprinting toward the wreck. Yelling

“Shit!!..... TOM! … OH CHRIST SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE.”

I recognised one of the guys, he had a shaved head. Oh my god it was max from the wanted and he was fighting security to get to the car. Another guy was crying. Did this mean… oh god that the guy in the now sprawled across the steering wheel was Tom Parker

God what had I done?