Who i am

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Sometimes we live our lives like puzzle pieces turned upside down - only showing the world our gray sides. Then along comes life, and it starts flipping them over, showing to us and the world more than just the outline of who we are - it shows us the colors. If we can start to turn more over and put them together, we can see the picture of who we really are emerge.

Mike

Her words still rang in my head 'i hate you' there is nothing that hurts more than to have your mate honestly tell you they hate you, but the thing is that she has a past and it involved rogues, i dont know the story but the way she talked about rogues told me there is something that they did to cause her so much pain and hate, and having her call me a rogue hurts cause i know i am not one maybe by force but not choice, i had a pack, a family, a life i was just like her before i sighed walking into the house but was startled by kira who was sitting on the porch in the dark "where have you been?" she asked and i scratched the back of my neck thinking of some excuse "out" was all i can come up with "out where?" i sighed "kira i need to ask you something" i said and she nods "wha-" i didnt get to finish my question cause amy showed up fuming "and where have you been missy" asked kira and amy froze "uhh out" she said not looking at kira "huh...thats what he said" then she gasped "you guys went out together?!" she said wiggling her eye brows and amy screamed "what?!" and i thought i could fool around with kira so i agreed "yeah, damn it she caught us!" i said looking at amy and she was ready to murder me "what are you talking about?!" she hissed at me and kira started laughing "well she knew we...you know" i said wiggling my eye brows and smiling and she was fuming and kira was laughing "shut the fuck up!" then she walked up "your dead" then she bumped into me and walked in the house kira was still laughing and i was just standing there looking at amy walk up the stairs since she left the door open then when she disappeared i looked back at kira who was calling my name "you like her" she said and i looked back at the stairs "more than you know" i said then i looked back at her and she looked sad "you know that this wont work right" i nod and walked towards the porch swing and sat down kira came over and sat next to me "my mate rejected me" she said after a while and i turned to look at her my eyes wide "who?" i asked and she smiled "when was this?" "a few hours before we met you" my mouth was open and my eyes wide as i look at her now so calm and happy "he rejected me with words and marked someone else" "who is he?" i asked feeling mad at the stupid asshole who rejected her, i mean come on shes beautiful, kind and powerful who wouldnt want to mate her "silo" "wait is that the guy who screamed at you and threaten me?" "yup" "wow" "yup" i looked towards the woods "but how can he reject you if you...you beautiful, kind and powerful!" i wonder out loud and she smacked my mouth "dont say that to anyone, i dont know what is happening to me and i dont want anyone finding out yet" i nod and she lets go of my mouth i lean forward my elbows on my knees and i folded my hands together "why are you so comfortable with a rogue?" i asked looking at her side ways and she looked confused "what rogue?" "me" she looked at me then smiled "your not a rogue by choice, and your not a rogue anymore" i stared at her for a while "how did you know?" i asked and she looked away "when i touched you i saw everything about you, the day you were born till then" i sat straight and looked at her "how?" "i dont know it just happened" she said looking at me "i know that you were just accepted to the omegas" she said smiling "and i know your an excellent fighter and all" i smiled "and i know that you were and still are loved" she smiled "you just need to be yourself like before and let others get to know you dont be struck down by their judgement  or change who you were before" i smiled at how wonderful she is "thank you" i said meaning it and she smiled "your welcome" then she hugged me and i hugged her back then she lets go and looked at me "im off to bed, you should do the same" i nod and she went in i sat on the swing for a while thinking of what she said if i be myself maybe i can slowly earn my mates trust and show her who i really am, i smiled at that its gonna take a while to earn her trust but its worth it, shes worth it then i stood up and made my way in the house and locked the door then i turned around and walked up the stairs to the room that was assigned to me then i laid on my comfortable bed and closed my eyes just thinking about how she felt in my arms and how she smelled then i drifted of to sleep.

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