I felt my heart break today.
Have you ever loved anyone so much that you'd do anything for them and let me hurt you over and over just because you thought they would change? Me too.
Last weekend he came over, we may of had a couple to many drinks and then we fucked.
I would be one of those cringy people and say 'made love' or something else to make it less graphic but it is what it is, we fucked and he fell asleep and left the next morning while I stayed up all night crying in a different room while he was peacefully in my bed.
We haven't had a proper conversation since, it's been 6 days.
Today I saw him with another girl.
I always knew he was a fuckboy but I believed he could change I guess.
He kissed her, maybe he did it on purpose, maybe he didn't know I was there.
I don't know anymore.
But I felt my heart break because I know we will never be just friends again.
We won't be nothing anymore but I was fine with just friends because I don't have many as it is.
Maybe I wasn't the only ones who's heart he's broken, maybe other girls felt the same when he kissed me?
I don't know. But no need to complain because it would bound to happen.
But it still hurts
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