Ashamed of who I am? Do you know what's that like? To hate everything about yourself how you walk talk and lay all your emotions out on every table you sit at. All I want to do is hide, hide from mankind the curse of the misunderstood, the misinterpreted everyone repelled who I am everyone wanted to change me to the version they like the best everyone slicing me apart to have a piece of me never all of me. Called me weak for wanting to end my shit called me weak for being a human and letting a little emotion out the jagged cage. Called me weird for liking something outside the norm called me a whore for falling in love called me repulsive for speaking up for myself. If I wasn't who tf would've? I've stfu and took shit my entire life there's only so many damn times you can allow everyone that comes into your life abuse you..
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RandomI shutter at the thought of myself, I give them my soul and yet they still throw me away. There I lay in my own puddle of gasoline, each string of my heart you own. Every time I let you back in you hand me a match, I strike them all and watch myself...