should I stay or should I go ? (Joey Armstrong x reader)

28 March, 2019

Sara's P.O.V
a month ago it was joeys birthday and we were touring around Europe and U.K and now we are touring around North America.

at the moment we are currently in San Diego and we are in a hotel, me and joey are sadly sharing it with seb.

I sat up in bed and started to cough randomly and joey shoots up rubbing my back.

'you alright, are you gonna be sick, want me to-' joey says sounding paranoid.

'joey I'm fine just have a dry thought' I looked at him giving him a reassuring smile.

started to feel something making its way up my throat as I sat back up and ran to the bathroom.

I vomited out what I had for dinner the previous night as joey and seb came rushing in.

I started to shiver and joey ushered seb to get his jumper and joey helped me stand back up.

'you good' joey asked with a worrying expression on his face.

I just nodded yes as he helped me put his yellow jumper on.

I'm going to be honest I'm not feeling the best but I can put a jumper on myself and get off the bathroom floor myself and walk to the bed MYSELF, I just like the affection.

he tucks me in a bit and let's me sit up a little.

'do you want some water' he asked still worrying if I'm okay.

I nodded and he walked over to the hotel kitchen and grabbed me a class of water.

as joey came over to me with a glass of water I got back up and ran to the toilet passing him.

I threw up again and once I was finished I leaned up against the wall as joey looked at me sadly.

'joey' I asked looking up at him remembering what we did the other night.

the memories started to flood in as joey hummed yes in response.

'did you, ya know the other night' I said looking at him with a concerned look on my face.

'fuck' he said running out of the bathroom and into the bedroom.

'what joey' I said walking out of the bathroom.

'I'm going to the chemist, you gonna take a pregnancy test and then where going out so make sure your ready' he says pulling his pants on.

'dude we have sound check in 2 hours' seb said confused.

'I know I'll be back in 10' he said rushing out the door while putting a piece of gum into his mouth.

'well I'll get dressed than' I said to seb more so myself but also seb as he walked over and sat on his bed looking really confused.

'wait so your pregnant' he asked confused as I closed my suitcase back up.

'well we'll find out in a second, in the meantime I'm getting ready' I said back to him.

I'm not going to lie I'm stressed I mean I'm only 19, 19 and pregnant, and I know that I'm almost 20 in a couple of months but I'm so young.

as much as I want kids I'm just not ready yet, joeys touring around I even have my own show coming up at the end of the year

it's something I want in the future just not now.

I finished getting dressed into black faded jeans and my pink Charli XCX tee that just says Charli in white writing with my old school vans.

I then applied my foundation and mascara, brushed the knots out of my hair.

I walked out of the bathroom and walked into the kitchen to poor myself a glass of water.

as I was drinking the water joey rushes in and walked over to me and gave me the bag.

'here take this' I did as he said and took the box and walked into the bathroom closing the door behind me.

I sat on the toilet and peed, obviously.

once I was done I placed the stick on the bathroom bench and went out to the bedroom where the boys were.

'you right' joey asked with again a worried look on his face.

'yea, just waiting, how long does it take' I asked sitting next to him.

'not sure' he replied as seb got up to get the box to read how long it takes.

'15' seb shouted out from the kitchen.

seb put in a 15 minute timer on his phone as he came back over and sat on his bed.

we decided to watch some tv and just relax for a while to get rid of time but that didn't really work as I kept thinking....

am I pregnant ?

what if I am what are his parents going to say ?

what will my dad think ?

how will the fans react ?

how will I deal with things ?

what am I going to tell my friends ?

Jordan ?

how will I tell Jordan ?

will she support me ?

all these questions kept circling around in my head.

I know none of us were actually watching we were just wondering in what was going to happen, and than the moment we have been waiting for finally came as sebs phone alarm went off and they all looked at me.

I slowly walked to the bathroom and saw the pregnancy test laying on the bathroom counter.

joey all of a sudden hugged me and whispered in my ear 'no matter what happens I'll always love you and I'll always help with anything wether you are or not, were here for you we all are' he pulled back and pecked my lips as I heard seb walking into the bathroom.

I picked up the test to see if say pregnant 1-2.

I'm pregnant........

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very over due chapter and now she's pregnant holy fuck also century is almost over and that's pretty sad, on the brighter side of things I just wanna say I'm so happy Max is feeling very well and I hope for a speedy recovery.

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